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[00:00.00] 作曲 : William Wu
[00:15.11]I had this dream but I had to tell myself stop thinking about it
[00:18.74]I used to dream about the other part but I start to think about me
[00:22.46]I used to wonder what my life after 20 years is gonna be
[00:25.70]Even thinking will cause butterfly effects then it’s what it gotta be
[00:29.31]Used to live in the imagination, what I pictured the world is beautiful like heaven but that’s just what I imagined
[00:34.31]cut it open with a scalpel it is always out of your expectation
[00:37.89]Aggregation and separation are just a matter of time, same shit always work on my life and my intimates, never get to be fine
[00:44.58]It reminds me of all those close relationships that I had, tried to maintain it so hard but in the end, I turned out to be the one who’s mad
[00:51.73]Who’s mad, I’m mad, I still remember every single word I said
[00:55.44]All the emotions that I had, every level that I get
[00:59.08]Tearing off the bandages cutting up those wounds do hurt a lot but comparing to hiding from the truth and telling myself lies I would rather not
[01:05.80]I consider my inability to handle the distance as genetic disorder yeah, it’s inherited, I can’t find a cure to it, it always troubles a lot
[01:13.83]I question myself a lot recently, I can feel a part of me is conflicting with the other part of me, to satisfy one means to sacrifice the other, same result conversely
[01:22.07]I think I will achieve tranquility that I wish eventually
[01:24.83]I don’t think I treasure happiness more than my determination to stay peacefully
[01:28.67]People are hiding themselves from who they are, we are all kinda contradictory
[01:32.52]Disguise into different roles in different situations but sometimes we don’t want but we are forced to be
[01:38.52]we act who they want us to be, we say what they want to hear, we show what they want to see
[01:43.23]For me the most precious thing above all is not others but serenity
[01:46.92]I can live without being happy but this is what I cannot miss
[01:50.36]Maybe my destiny will tell me when the time is appropriate for it, I will be ready, guess it’s time to leave, sorry dear, gotta go, call of duty
[01:58.19]I’m not a philosopher I don’t get that mind to figure out the best solution to peace, there’s still a long way to go, there are too much I still gotta see
[02:05.43]The world is developing and attracting me, I’m not able to achieve abstinence in it, money lures me now do the ****ing laundry
[02:17.18]
[02:27.31]Call me abnormal call me a weirdo call me a freak
[02:31.05]Yes, my mother said it days ago I have the moral deformity
[02:34.70]Huh, you said I brought so much pain and disaster to this family
[02:38.46]But why I feel like you’ve been living easily without a single feeling of guilty
[02:42.43]I’ve been feeling guilty ever since I realized some part of everything is a lie
[02:45.94]And I will never pass these poisonous thoughts to my kids it will ruin their lives
[02:49.57]She’s always like that, give me a candy first then slam my face, like a rollercoaster ride
[02:54.27]2 minutes ago she said my darling now she says: freak get otta my sight!
[02:57.75]Now I’m wondering if she likes it, is it fun?
[03:00.38]There are always two voices in my head one says go hug her one says run
[03:04.46]I tried to hate her but I can’t, I tried to forgive neither I can
[03:08.30]Individuals will never be able to fully understand
[03:11.84]As it’s been said to be understood is to prostitute oneself, sometimes I speak incoherently to myself, same for everyone else
[03:19.27]I made this cuz I want some people to hear my thoughts but I don’t want to be understood, see I’m speaking incoherently again, so ridiculous pal
[03:26.77]Sometimes I wanna kill wanna torture wanna watch people I hate to suffer
[03:30.55]Sometimes I wanna forgive wanna tolerate wanna be kind be a little bit better
[03:34.18]I just know that I got the part of a devil and an angel inside my mind
[03:37.85]They’ve been coexisting in my body and it’s so ****ing hard to decide
[03:41.52]Whether I’m a good man or a bad man, well, thousands of views talking about batman
[03:46.12]I guess I’m not psychotic enough to build a house like Jack I’m not a mad man
[03:49.83]Maybe I got that potential to slit the throat or to copy jack the ripper’s M.O. murder people screaming oh my god, please, no!
[03:56.28]Or I can act as a savior, funny huh, yeah **** the savior
[03:59.75]Cuz I don’t believe in those bullshit, tired of hearing all those prayers,
[04:03.85]Yeah, I’m afraid of myself, should’ve been the same for everyone else
[04:06.81]The fear of sin and the spirit of courage, Avada Kedavra evil spelled
[04:11.12]This is symbiosis, the part of me will show up when it’s needed
[04:14.52]So, I decide to fade out the other side with time I cannot delete it
[04:18.29]I’m sure you know I’m stubborn as **** I never believe in the destiny
[04:22.15]But what’s funny is it seems that this is what I doomed to be

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作曲 : William Wu
I had this dream but I had to tell myself stop thinking about it
I used to dream about the other part but I start to think about me
I used to wonder what my life after 20 years is gonna be
Even thinking will cause butterfly effects then it’s what it gotta be
Used to live in the imagination, what I pictured the world is beautiful like heaven but that’s just what I imagined
cut it open with a scalpel it is always out of your expectation
Aggregation and separation are just a matter of time, same shit always work on my life and my intimates, never get to be fine
It reminds me of all those close relationships that I had, tried to maintain it so hard but in the end, I turned out to be the one who’s mad
Who’s mad, I’m mad, I still remember every single word I said
All the emotions that I had, every level that I get
Tearing off the bandages cutting up those wounds do hurt a lot but comparing to hiding from the truth and telling myself lies I would rather not
I consider my inability to handle the distance as genetic disorder yeah, it’s inherited, I can’t find a cure to it, it always troubles a lot
I question myself a lot recently, I can feel a part of me is conflicting with the other part of me, to satisfy one means to sacrifice the other, same result conversely
I think I will achieve tranquility that I wish eventually
I don’t think I treasure happiness more than my determination to stay peacefully
People are hiding themselves from who they are, we are all kinda contradictory
Disguise into different roles in different situations but sometimes we don’t want but we are forced to be
we act who they want us to be, we say what they want to hear, we show what they want to see
For me the most precious thing above all is not others but serenity
I can live without being happy but this is what I cannot miss
Maybe my destiny will tell me when the time is appropriate for it, I will be ready, guess it’s time to leave, sorry dear, gotta go, call of duty
I’m not a philosopher I don’t get that mind to figure out the best solution to peace, there’s still a long way to go, there are too much I still gotta see
The world is developing and attracting me, I’m not able to achieve abstinence in it, money lures me now do the ****ing laundry
Call me abnormal call me a weirdo call me a freak
Yes, my mother said it days ago I have the moral deformity
Huh, you said I brought so much pain and disaster to this family
But why I feel like you’ve been living easily without a single feeling of guilty
I’ve been feeling guilty ever since I realized some part of everything is a lie
And I will never pass these poisonous thoughts to my kids it will ruin their lives
She’s always like that, give me a candy first then slam my face, like a rollercoaster ride
2 minutes ago she said my darling now she says: freak get otta my sight!
Now I’m wondering if she likes it, is it fun?
There are always two voices in my head one says go hug her one says run
I tried to hate her but I can’t, I tried to forgive neither I can
Individuals will never be able to fully understand
As it’s been said to be understood is to prostitute oneself, sometimes I speak incoherently to myself, same for everyone else
I made this cuz I want some people to hear my thoughts but I don’t want to be understood, see I’m speaking incoherently again, so ridiculous pal
Sometimes I wanna kill wanna torture wanna watch people I hate to suffer
Sometimes I wanna forgive wanna tolerate wanna be kind be a little bit better
I just know that I got the part of a devil and an angel inside my mind
They’ve been coexisting in my body and it’s so ****ing hard to decide
Whether I’m a good man or a bad man, well, thousands of views talking about batman
I guess I’m not psychotic enough to build a house like Jack I’m not a mad man
Maybe I got that potential to slit the throat or to copy jack the ripper’s M.O. murder people screaming oh my god, please, no!
Or I can act as a savior, funny huh, yeah **** the savior
Cuz I don’t believe in those bullshit, tired of hearing all those prayers,
Yeah, I’m afraid of myself, should’ve been the same for everyone else
The fear of sin and the spirit of courage, Avada Kedavra evil spelled
This is symbiosis, the part of me will show up when it’s needed
So, I decide to fade out the other side with time I cannot delete it
I’m sure you know I’m stubborn as **** I never believe in the destiny
But what’s funny is it seems that this is what I doomed to be