[00:00.000] 作词 : 无[00:01.000] 作曲 : 无[00:02.542]Feel it heavy in my bones now[00:04.040]感到铭心刻骨般的沉重[00:07.289]Feel like everybody goes out[00:09.044]似乎身旁已经空无一人[00:10.007]And smiles for the 'gram yeah[00:11.004]在Instagram上强颜欢笑[00:11.252]Tried but I can't[00:11.750]努力尝试着却不能治愈[00:12.249]Prayer in the shape of Prozac[00:13.247]祈祷是另一种形式的百忧解[00:17.507]Try to medicate the lows that[00:18.007]尝试去治愈那些低落情绪[00:20.502]Come meet me in the night time[00:21.259]晚上来见见我吧[00:21.259]Losing track of my time[00:21.763]我已经失去了时间的观念[00:22.636]Mama said gonna be all right[00:24.134]妈妈说 一切都会好起来[00:25.132]But mama don't know what it's like in my mind[00:28.640]但妈妈不知道 我内心到底是怎样的感受[00:33.133]Mama said that the sun gonna shine[00:34.631]妈妈说太阳总会如常升起[00:35.129]But mama don't know what it's like to want to die[00:37.637]但妈妈不知道 渴求死亡的这种感觉[00:42.630]I can't carry this anymore[00:43.319]我再也无法承受了[00:47.317]Heavy from the hurt inside my veins[00:49.068]伤痛在静脉中流淌[00:52.563]I can't carry this anymore[00:54.818]我再也无法承受了[00:57.568]Wonder what it's like to be okay[00:59.065]我想知道“好起来”到底是什么样的[01:07.822]Would you like me if I drank that[01:10.065]如果我喝下它 你会多看我几眼吗[01:13.568]If you wanted I could take that[01:15.821]如果你想的话 我可以服下它[01:16.068]I'll do anything for love[01:17.066]我愿意为爱付出所有[01:17.562]I don't feel like I'm enough[01:18.318]我觉得我做的这些还远远不够[01:19.072]You can probably see right through me[01:19.816]也许你会直接看穿我的意图[01:23.323]Cuz I can promise if you knew me[01:23.573]因为你了解我之后 我保证[01:25.819]You would probably walk away[01:27.067]你会离我而去[01:27.574]No you wouldn't want to stay[01:27.574]不 你不想留在我身边[01:28.814]Oh, Mama said gonna be all right[01:31.066]oh 妈妈曾说一切都会好起来的[01:31.066]But mama don't know what it's like in my mind[01:32.821]但妈妈不知道 我脑海中到底充满着什么东西[01:38.823]Mama said that the sun gon' shine[01:39.754]妈妈说 总会阳光四射[01:41.505]But mama don't know what it's like to want to die[01:42.508]但妈妈不知道 渴望死去的那种感觉[01:48.752]I can't carry this anymore[01:50.008]我再也无法承受了[01:53.757]Heavy from the hurt inside my veins[01:55.255]伤痛在静脉中流淌[01:58.750]I can't carry this anymore[01:59.260]我再也无法承受了[02:03.754]Wonder what it's like to be okay[02:06.504]我想知道“好起来”是什么样的[02:09.512]I know I'll be fine it's just that[02:11.256]我知道我终究会“好起来”的[02:14.326]Every time this comes back[02:18.078]每次这一种感觉在脑海中回溯[02:19.331]Tell my maker up above that[02:23.582]请告诉我的创造者[02:24.581]I have had enough and[02:25.832]我已经受够了[02:29.074]I can't carry this anymore[02:30.825]再也无法承受了[02:33.832]Heavy from the hurt inside my veins[02:37.081]伤痛在静脉中流淌[02:39.079]I can't carry this anymore[02:41.579]我再也无法承受这些[02:44.084]Wonder what it's like to be okay[02:48.323]我想知道怎么样才能“好起来”