[00:23.982] Lately I been feeling like I'm not even alive now[00:26.805] Feeling like my life is over, I'm just on the ride now[00:29.960] Momma think I'm famous, couple fans stopped me out in public[00:32.906] Tell me that they love it when I say I wanna die now[00:35.962] They don't wonder why tho, swear to God I'm crying out[00:38.942] Only f**kin time I feel alive is when I'm crying now[00:41.991] Hate the way I feel inside but shawty think I'm fly now[00:44.915] Voices in my head ghostwriting all the lines now[00:47.715] But I know, I know[00:49.955] I been f**ked up too long, too long[00:52.782] I try to hold on, hold on[00:56.146] Tell me why I feel alone, feel alone[00:59.096] I put the gucci on my belt just to f**k my life up[01:02.251] Put my feelings in a song, I sit back an I write em[01:05.449] Cigarettes in my clothes when I flick my lighter[01:08.188] All the smoke in my lungs, now I'm caughtin a cycle[01:12.622] I know this[01:15.628] I'm broken[01:17.848] I'm hoping[01:20.929] I can hold on[01:24.338] No coping[01:27.181] I'm hopeless[01:29.829] I try but[01:32.758] I can't hold on[01:44.951] I can't hold on...