[00:00.00]I wish that I could find another way[00:05.35]But I am not alive, already dead[00:09.90]So long before I[00:16.38]I wish you knew how I feel[00:20.91]About you, about you[00:23.42]Don't think it's sad too, sad too[00:27.72]Suffer I'm glad too, glad too[00:32.53]I'm crumbling down[00:36.17]I am still stuck in this town[00:40.55]Life of a letdown, letdown[00:44.63]Jumping to get down, get down[00:49.15]And I need some help[00:53.41]As for it, no chance it help[00:58.02]Laugh at it, after we fail[01:02.17]But I can't get up again[01:06.93]Do some more to sober up[01:11.47]Five-cards wants to blow me up[01:15.77]Falling is the best of fun[01:20.33]The last look at this gun[01:24.02]Every room in my house is a ****ing mess[01:28.51]I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast[01:33.08]Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends[01:37.23]Hope you know what you were missing then[01:40.93]I wanna write a note that makes my friends cry[01:50.75]Write a note that makes my friends cry[01:54.52]Really makes me wanna take my life[01:58.11]Take my life[01:59.78]"Hey, umm... it's me[02:04.84]And I don't really know how to say this[02:07.68]But... I don't think umm...[02:10.90]I'll be coming home tonight[02:13.05]And I just wanted to let you know that[02:16.56]It's not your fault and I love you a lot[02:19.49]Uhh... you know I've been thinking about this for a while[02:26.51]And I... settled on it y'know so I love you."