ANXIETY - Lil Darkie.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Joshua Hamilton
[00:45.355]I took a second out my day to calm the **** down
[00:47.003]Now I got one less second to do something
[00:49.058]What the **** now my nigga
[00:50.241]Uh, I figure it's genetic man it suck how
[00:52.416]The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud
[00:55.512]Or take a walk down town
[00:56.958]I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
[00:59.278]Or the smell of pizza cooking
[01:00.420]Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
[01:02.036]Instead I'm hurting
[01:03.172]Avoiding the moment
[01:04.310]I pull the curtain
[01:05.192]Hide me!
[01:08.505]Cuz I dont know what your intentions are at all
[01:13.753]I feel so small and minuscule I want to call
[01:18.814]To anyone who'll stop this drenching of my soul
[01:24.219]I feel the wall and kick right through
[01:27.407]I fought it
[01:28.619]Hot head
[01:29.935]I wanna plant some flowers not the
[01:31.647]Potted kind
[01:32.886]I feel the power my
[01:33.970]Retarded mind
[01:35.366]Has got inside it find it
[01:36.674]Hard to mind
[01:37.919]My own business
[01:38.898]My flow quick as a missile
[01:40.268]Until it slow down
[01:41.768]A glow stick and it click
[01:42.783]Oh what a cool sound
[01:44.285]I showed my momma
[01:45.185]My music and she was so proud
[01:46.991]She told me future
[01:47.790]I choose it that hit me profound
[01:49.568]I forget to breathe and
[01:51.886]Where I put my damn keys
[01:53.229]That's a problem
[01:54.012]Frame freeze it
[01:54.713]Need it
[01:55.387]Or so it seems
[01:56.213]Cuz every picture
[01:57.243]Fade away when no one there to see
[01:58.731]People been living for forever wit no therapy
[02:00.396]So why Im different
[02:02.356]It ain't bout yo feelings
[02:03.751]Our society is slipping
[02:04.965]No support without a family
[02:06.221]This paper got me thinking
[02:07.544]If I gave him what I owe
[02:08.749]Then why the **** I gotta tip him nigga
[02:10.383]This money's uncaring
[02:12.821]And it ain't no fun sharing
[02:14.252]But you selfish if you don't
[02:15.494]And if you do you must be happy right?
[02:16.996]If higher numbers made you number wouldn't that be nice?
[02:20.035]I need to lay down
[02:22.329]Just lie dead
[02:23.470]I wanna run away to somewhere I can
[02:25.480]Rest my head
[02:26.407]The birds sound beautiful
[02:27.702]The light bounce off
[02:28.916]Off my fingers and my cuticles
[02:30.265]I bite down soft on em
[02:31.634]My father point it out now Im embarrassed
[02:34.465]I don't know who I'd be without my parents
[02:36.402]Work with what you got
[02:37.601]They taught me
[02:38.505]To not blow up the spot
[02:39.587]Be healthy
[02:40.544]And don't talk down cops
[02:41.629]Whether wealthy or
[02:42.625]Poor they got more Glocks
[02:43.733]Than you ever will
[02:44.851]You felt it before
[02:45.656]That's good advice
[02:46.508]Walking down the street
[02:47.624]High then a kite
[02:48.679]Bright light flashing
[02:49.806]Ashing the blunt
[02:50.779]The neighborhood is nice
[02:52.470]They stay addicted to the cash flow
[02:54.581]Mmmm and Im just laying on the grass lil mama
[02:58.566]Can you watch a nigga pass tho?
[03:00.686]Mmm see him leave you in the past
[03:02.388]And amass those commas?
[03:03.912]Stupid lil b***h hating on me
[03:05.815]Cuz I ain't sucking no d**k for no approval
[03:08.028]Or a ruble whatchu on a
[03:09.115]Half made plan
[03:10.468]"lemme get that in advance
[03:11.524]Im too scared to take a change
[03:12.989]I just need a lot of dollas in my pants"
[03:14.353]Do ya dance
[03:15.738]Imma do mine
[03:16.918]Fine with being broke
[03:18.172]All my figures come in due time
[03:19.367]Ya honor
[03:20.787]They tryna get a new piece of mine
[03:22.295]But all these people need aquire
[03:23.618]Is a new peace of mind
[03:25.178]Hide me!
[03:26.985]Cuz I dont know what your intentions are at all
[03:32.842]I feel so small and minuscule I want to call
[03:37.145]To anyone who'll stop this drenching of my soul
[03:42.589]I feel the wall and kick right through
[03:45.668]I fought it
[03:46.719]La la la la la la la la lalala
[03:48.728]La la la la la la la la lalala
[03:51.450]La la la la la la la la lalala
[03:54.199]La la la la la la la la lalala
[03:56.960]La la la la la la la la lalala
[03:59.274]Hey Josh, it's Mom, I was just tryna get a hold of you to see how you were doing
[04:08.371]Um, I don't even know if you're in # or somewhere else
[04:12.792]Just wanna catch up with you
[04:16.779]When you get a minute, call me back, okay?
[04:18.793]Love you