[00:09.494][00:10.674]I wanna run away[00:13.053]Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life[00:16.089]Send me a gun and I'll see the sun[00:21.684]I'd rather run away[00:24.008]Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life[00:27.148]Send me a gun and I'll see the sun[00:30.840][00:31.367]You need an instant ease[00:35.671]From your life where you got plenty[00:37.884]Of every hurt and heartbreak (Oh)[00:40.320]You just take it all to the face[00:42.351]I know that you want to cry[00:46.691]But there's much more to life than dyin'[00:49.030]Over your past mistakes (Oh)[00:51.188]And people who threw dirt on your name[00:54.856][00:55.148]Since ten, I been feelin' lonely[00:57.780]Had friends, but they was pickin' on me[01:00.630]Always thinkin', "Why my lips so big?[01:02.899]Was I too dark? Can they sense my fears?"[01:06.074]These gay thoughts would always haunt me[01:08.865]I prayed God would take it from me[01:11.669]It's hard for you when you're fightin'[01:14.352]And nobody knows it when you're silent[01:16.714]I'd be by the phone[01:18.920]Stanning Nicki mornin' into dawn[01:21.653]Only place I felt like I belonged[01:24.442]Strangers make you feel so loved, you know?[01:27.232]And I'm happy by the way[01:29.942]That I made that jump, that leap of faith[01:32.748]I'm happy that it all worked out for me[01:35.422]I'ma make my fans so proud of me, oh[01:38.930][01:39.088]I wanna run away[01:41.232]Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life[01:44.428]Send me a gun and I'll see the sun[01:49.857]I'd rather run away[01:52.240]Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life[01:55.389]Send me a gun and I'll see the sun[01:59.508][01:59.653]You need an instant ease[02:03.896]From your life where you got plenty[02:06.127]Of every hurt and heartbreak (Oh)[02:08.620]You just take it all to the face[02:10.641]I know that you want to cry[02:14.959]But there's much more to life than dying[02:17.203]Over your past mistakes (Oh)[02:19.443]And people who threw dirt on your name[02:23.279][02:24.433]Ha-ah, ha-ah, no-ah