[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor[00:08.816]I passed out, I couldn't stay awake[00:13.264]Today's not unlike other days[00:18.529]That led me to this place[00:23.104]They all feel the same, the same, the same[00:37.616]I struggle to build memories[00:42.140]And I can't feel what's inside of me[00:47.207]Or navigate this space at all[00:52.267]But all these thoughts and fears and words that[01:02.158]Imply I'm not trying[01:06.588]And hyper fixate on my failures, only serve myself[01:16.447]Caught in the days where the lines bleed together[01:21.354]Between the last scourge and the next failure[01:26.124]Seems every time that I've felt my life changing[01:30.561]It's not good or bad just an altered arrangement[01:46.047]I see it now, I see it now[02:02.810]My hopes betray reality[02:07.195]And I can't see what's in front of me[02:11.788]I'm consumed in a grind[02:17.405]With nothing to show for all this time[02:40.623]These moments pass and then they fade[02:45.066]Homogenize into the gray[02:49.934]Always exhausted, asleep in broad daylight[02:54.911]I wish I could sleep for the rest of my life[02:59.550]Too sore to move, awake, but still in bed[03:04.087]Glued to my sheets and trapped in my head[03:08.454]I'm calling it quits, I was ****ed from the start[03:13.361]And all of the waiting tore me apart[03:17.922]The endless cycle crushes my heart[03:22.543]Our lives fall to shit, reform and restart[03:26.729]We get up each morning, the past on our shoulders[03:31.732]And live out the same days over and over[03:36.646]We fall into bed, brush the past from our shoulders[03:41.385]And relive the nightmare over and over[03:58.413]Do you see it now?[04:03.094]Do you see it now?[04:06.002]You read me like a book, didn't you?