[00:00.224]Drown me in despair[00:03.962]I'm broken, way beyond repair[00:08.229]From sulking, over the times that we'd never get back[00:14.755]Drunk every night, with cigarette pack[00:19.022]But it's only fair that I'm broken, way beyond repair[00:27.352]I know that it's all my fault[00:31.116]I'm guilty as charged[00:33.627]I'd end it all but that's not what you'd want[00:38.397]So it's hard to bear, cause I know you still care[00:46.678]But I wished you hated me[00:51.948]As much as you tried to[00:56.718]But you'd never hated me[01:01.486]As much as I do[01:06.002]And my only fear for when I'm no longer here[01:10.270]Is that you'll find someone else who deserved all your tears[01:16.043]I know that sounds selfish[01:19.306]but I just can't help it[01:25.582]I've been well prepared to go now,[01:29.556]I'll be somewhere, you know how[01:34.827]I tend to leave all the ones that I love[01:38.842]Just to pretend like I won't give a shit[01:43.862]To see what we've build become a ghost town[01:48.379]Swallowed by guilt; like my pills[01:51.641]I've broken down[01:53.148]Every night I go through withdrawals[01:57.665]But it's only right for all of my wrongs[02:02.683]I'd be easier to bear, if you never cared[02:11.467]But I wished you hated me[02:16.236]As much as you tried to[02:20.754]But you'd never hated me[02:26.018]As much as I do[02:30.285]And my only fear for when I'm no longer here[02:34.550]Is that you'll find someone else who deserved all your tears[02:40.073]I know that sounds selfish[02:44.089]but I just can't help it