[00:36.52] I was small enough[00:43.93] To fit my father's palm[00:51.89] And now I'm taller than he will ever be[01:04.88] And I can't believe that's who I am[01:13.87][01:15.06] I don't know these hands[01:23.00] Or these scars of mine[01:30.60] They just don't feel like mine[01:34.80] It's hard to recognise that I'm already dying[01:52.11][01:52.96] And it'll take some time[02:01.46] But I'm not too sad[02:09.07] Because I'm not who I think I am[02:21.83] I often feel like I've abandoned him[02:32.53][02:33.79] And I never feel how I'm supposed to feel[02:44.73] How can I tell this is real?[02:50.18] How will I know?[02:55.92][03:06.88] And I'm getting old[03:10.05] And I'm getting tired[03:13.33] And I'm staying up all night[03:18.52] Worrying that this is all a waste of time[03:22.97] And I'm stagnating[03:26.17] And my head is sore[03:29.23] And my friends are making friends[03:32.61] And their new friends[03:34.80] Will think that I'm too strange of a guy[03:39.08] So I'm ducking mirrors[03:42.30] And I'm telling lies[03:45.33] To avoid this person with my[03:49.22] Voice and my hands and my plans[03:54.29][03:54.39] I never feel how I'm supposed to feel[04:04.49] How can I tell this is real?[04:09.81] How will I know?[04:16.30][04:57.81] My mind is a graveyard[05:01.61] Full to the brim[05:04.92] Of all the memories I'll never live again[05:10.48] And it's hard to know that part of my life is now over[05:19.03][05:23.63] My mind is a hallway[05:27.19] Of trophies in a case[05:30.55] The puzzle pieces have been falling out of place[05:35.91] And it's hard to know that part of my life is now over[05:45.05] It's now over[05:48.72][07:35.60] I miss my old school[07:44.12] I miss my old bed[07:52.67] I miss my old life[08:01.46] I miss my old friends[08:10.12] You say your farewells[08:18.69] I say my goodbyes[08:27.38] As they wheel me in I feel his[08:36.29] Light[08:43.00][08:43.52] You only get one shot so you better give it your best try