[00:00.000] 作词 : YCK/Fiction[00:01.000] 作曲 : YCK/Fiction[00:17.070]Sometimes I just feel I'm falling[00:21.540]Through the smoke your name I'm calling[00:25.890]Been too long and feel complacent[00:30.030]Pills and H, your medication[00:34.440]Sitting by myself in a dark-lit place[00:36.690]Bleach and rum make the carpet stains[00:38.880]Down on the ground where the shadows stay[00:40.770]Let me hold my burdens let my backbone break[00:43.230]Wait around bored lemme get my payment[00:45.330]Tired of being broke lemme check my statement[00:47.520]Went through it with me and you know that's real[00:49.440]Cause you didn't wanna go when you heard my spiеl[00:51.870]Grabbed my hand and we ducked down low[00:54.000]Hеld tight close down below all the smoke[00:56.190]Lost right now I don't know where to go[00:58.050]So I just ask you cause I know that you know[01:00.510]Maybe some things are just meant to be[01:02.670]You're someone that was sent to me[01:04.710]Spark all the thoughts in my brain I can't[01:06.810]Imma grow a whole garden with the seeds I plant[01:09.060]Sometimes I just feel I'm falling[01:13.410]Through the smoke your name I'm calling[01:17.790]Been too long and feel complacent[01:21.900]Pills and H, your medication[01:26.310]Staying on my toes workin minimum wage[01:28.380]Never down long term but I’ve been in those days[01:30.720]Pen on notepads I keep hidden away[01:32.610]Never really know what my written’s convey[01:34.950]Stressin over all the little shit in the way[01:36.930]Think about it at night and I’m stricken awake[01:39.390]Making music seems like a mission delayed[01:41.280]Don’t think I can afford to just sit and create[01:43.740]I don’t really even know what i want to do[01:45.810]If money is the number 1 what’s my number 2[01:48.120]Won’t know for a while can I get another clue?[01:50.040]I just wanna know what my works coming to[01:52.050]I’m feelin like I’m always gonna sit and wonder who[01:54.390]Am I gonna be once the f*ckin summers through[01:56.670]In 5 more years I’m gonna be someone new[01:58.680]And a shell of the person that you somewhat knew[02:00.870]Sometimes I just feel I'm falling[02:05.310]Through the smoke your name I'm calling[02:09.690]Been too long and feel complacent[02:13.860]Pills and H, your medication