[00:15.517]I spent all days n nights[00:17.562]Alone in a room[00:19.803]Lately my demons and I[00:22.062]Grew a little too close[00:24.310]Always stumbling through life[00:26.549]Girl believe me I’m doomed[00:28.562]You should leave before I[00:30.587]Can sink my claws into you[00:33.096]Things is lookin up[00:35.093]I’m lookin to die[00:37.346]Show me stupid love[00:39.350]Even if its lies[00:41.594]The reflection gone[00:43.847]Once I lost my mind[00:45.849]I feel like a corpse[00:48.344]That has been cursed with life[00:50.596]Do you like the chains[00:52.599]Tied around my neck[00:54.599]Have they always been[00:56.595]Embedded in cement?[00:59.099]I am getting used[01:01.345]To the constant ache[01:03.597]I am headed on a trip[01:05.655]With no ticket back[01:08.665]I think I fade[01:10.904]I think I fade[01:13.165]And I blame it all on you[01:17.406]I think I fade[01:19.667]I think I fade[01:21.909]Is it just an excuse?[01:24.906]I don’t need anything, that is at least what I tell myself when I can’t sleep[01:28.912]It’s all just excuses and lies to the guy in the mirror but he’s always being so mean[01:33.928]I’m closing my eyes but I know he be still staring at me god when will you leave[01:38.432]A demon a devil I swear I would give my soul just to spend a couple minutes in peace[01:42.858]But I know[01:43.857]I have come[01:44.855]To far to[01:46.112]Let it all go[01:46.668]Too far to stop[01:48.173]Too little to finish[01:49.417]I’m stuck in the middle for good[01:50.977]In search of someone who might listen[01:52.510]But when I speak up I end up with a lump in my throat[01:55.505]I do really think I ain’t me anymore, must have traded my soul in for nothing at all