[00:14.85]You know I have this unrelenting fear[00:18.7]That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here[00:21.58]I won't ask for sympathy[00:24.36]Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me[00:28.74][00:30.82]I'm just so scared to admit[00:34.8]Act like I don't give a ****[00:36.42]Hide behind this masquerade[00:38.64]Hide behind this masquerade[00:41.21]So sick of being like this[00:43.33]Trapped in this ignorant bliss[00:45.59]The very fabric[00:49.47]Of my being[00:51.59]Is ******* torn[00:52.50][00:59.41]You know I have this unrelenting fear[01:03.54]That I'm fighting the days[01:05.31]But I'm losing the years[01:06.74]It's calling my name[01:08.78]Every day is the same[01:10.28]Except this voice in my head[01:12.10]Is merely fuelling the flames[01:14.18]It's calling my name[01:16.31]Just show me what it means for me to feel again[01:20.35]It's calling my name[01:23.67][01:35.66]So take me away[01:40.80]From this godforsaken place[01:46.94]These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe[01:49.14]I am defective, my own worst enemy[01:51.39]Put up these walls to hide my secret[01:53.63]My deepest 'cus I know you won't believe it[01:58.48]You won't believe[02:01.19][02:07.94]I'm just so scared to admit[02:11.87]Act like I don't give a ****[02:14.1]Hide behind this masquerade[02:16.25]Hide behind this masquerade[02:18.69]So sick of feeling like this[02:20.90]Trapped in this ignorant bliss[02:23.87][02:26.31]To live to like this[02:29.93]Trapped in this ignorant bliss