LETTER TO PEEP (Prod. Despair & Shiro) - BEXEY.mp3

[00:01.41]I miss you so much, man
[00:05.69]I just want to go and join you, man
[00:08.98]It's so ******* lonely down here
[00:12.07]Everything feels so different
[00:18.15]I'ma see you soon, bro
[00:20.95]I promise
[00:29.39]Aye, Peep
[00:30.63]Everyone you warned me about now claiming they miss you
[00:34.37]Held your cold face, said good bye, hugged you then kissed you
[00:38.27]Hopped up off that tour bus, stumbling in pieces
[00:41.95]Hope you finally at peace now that you no longer breathing
[00:46.04]When you was laughing the hardest, still felt your pain
[00:49.78]That deep desperation gaze, cry baby face
[00:53.56]You had had a thousand plays way back in the day
[00:57.55]When you had them millions, you was still exactly the same
[01:01.23]Both ****** up, living rough, had nothing
[01:04.71]Edited your first video, you sent my PayPal money
[01:09.45]Didn't even want it but it stopped my sister being hungry
[01:13.04]We was so connected, living in completely different countries
[01:17.06]Flew out to LA, Uber to your place
[01:20.69]Never seen so many strangers crowded in a tiny place
[01:24.48]Everyone offering drugs, taking pictures of your face
[01:28.16]No one offering love or wondering 'bout your day
[01:32.29]Both heartbroken, introverted, so lonely
[01:35.99]You was the only one of the few to ever really know me
[01:39.83]Gus, what's it like up there, man? I wanna join ya
[01:43.62]Struggling to keep it moving, tangled in paranoia
[01:47.30]Everyone that wasn't loyal to ya, woulda killed 'em for ya
[01:51.15]You had the same mentality 'cause family important
[01:55.08]Gus, I'm tryna fight my fears, our childhood was poison
[01:58.82]I got demons I been running from, never stood up and fought 'em
[02:02.86]'Bout to take a flight back to London, yeah, in a few days
[02:06.69]Where we lived together, I don't wanna see that place
[02:10.19]All that bizare furniture you purchased, so awkwardly placed
[02:13.92]You'd take a step back and stare at it until it looked okay
[02:17.81]I held your face, took a step back, nothing looked okay, brother
[02:21.70]You was shining bright, now you've turned into this grey color
[02:25.73]Holding back the tears everytime I hear your name come up
[02:29.53]I don't wanna say nothing, they don't know this pain's cutting
[02:34.06]Tryna stay strong for loners like us
[02:36.95]Made a video of you sleeping on the back of that bus
[02:40.84]Made a joke, said that Gus is working out finally
[02:44.67]Put the camera on you to see that you was falling asleep
[02:48.66]Everyday of that tour, like you usually do
[02:52.16]Head back, mouth open, yep, the usual
[02:55.84]I saw you like this everyday on the entire tour
[03:00.03]I didn't know that you was dead, man, as if I would've recorded
[03:05.71](REST IN PEACE HELLBOY PEEP)