[00:00.000] 作词 : 脆薯饼杀手[00:01.000] 作曲 : 脆薯饼杀手[00:02.000] 编曲 : 脆薯饼杀手[00:14.942]I get illusions[00:17.242]Ridiculous dreams[00:19.067]Confusing actions[00:20.868]Sentimental thoughts[00:22.477]Wished we could have a talk[00:24.692]Like old pals[00:26.642]The only way I thought could work out[00:36.687]What if I was never loved, never hated, never hurt[00:41.045]never cared, in a world full of fears[00:44.480]What if I never tried, never failed, never cried[00:48.310]live a life, no success, with no light[00:51.977]What if I try to break all the rules[00:59.400]What if my life was never a lie[01:06.590]“You need medical care”[01:08.534]Shit happens but that is rare[01:12.290]Ignore it I bet you dare[01:15.264]Feeling his scorn[01:16.776]Like a running storm[01:18.750]I get a stone lodged in my throat[01:28.307]In my throat[01:35.674]What if I was, never loved, never hated, never hurt[01:39.773]never cared, in a world full of fears[01:43.485]What if i, never tried, never failed, never cried[01:47.262]Live a life, no success, with no light[01:51.012]What if I try to break all the rules[01:58.291]What if my life was never a lie[02:05.671]"Why are you always writing sad songs"[02:09.718]How sad are you to see it as one[02:13.608]Regretted when I tried to talk[02:16.792]So instead I made a joke[02:20.058]What if I was, never loved, never hated, never hurt[02:24.117]never cared, in a world full of fears[02:27.859]What if I, never tried, never failed, never cried[02:31.547]Live a life, no success, with no light[02:35.309]What if I try to break all the rules[02:42.751]What if my life was never a lie