[00:41.622]I thought I would be fine[01:03.993]That I could keep my life without you[01:15.006]I wasn't scared to hear from you that it' s over[01:28.249]I wasn't scared to hear that we are over[02:31.958](But when it happened for real[02:33.729]When you told me that we' re in the past,[02:37.109]I felt nausea and I wanted to throw up[02:40.841]I felt lost, without purpose[02:45.223]Deep into my sadness[02:50.709]Now every morning is meaningless[02:54.504]and the nights are lonely and scary)[02:56.570]How foolish, selfish I was,[03:02.782]believing that life without you could be happy[03:16.743]My life is shit...[03:53.839]I can't smell or taste[04:01.846]I have no will to stand[04:09.363]There is no joy or happiness,but only dark and sadness.A living nightmare where death is the only option