[00:00.449]Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself[00:05.453]This day I woke up with some-someone else[00:20.198]You open up your mouth but I am not impressed[00:22.948]Choking on your lies I'm like how could I connect[00:25.445]Got me thinking wild with whether anybody left[00:27.699]Trait nobody but nobody's ever minded into let[00:30.448]Getting kids like a pet[00:31.692]Saw it as that we ****ed[00:33.202]if you've never wanted kids then you never should have been their mom[00:35.952]Off of that mattered or not[00:37.450]What the **** is up with Dad[00:38.947]Going up thinking 'bout the fact that at least he went up my back[00:41.444]when she would pop off but when I did not run[00:43.952]My Dad would drop me off then we didn't meet for months[00:46.194]Mama screamin' that somebody just leavin' us[00:49.201]I remember one time we barely greeted once[00:51.697]Cuz he was drinking so much he barely recognize me[00:54.192]have me[00:55.202]but thinking who I am entirely[00:56.701]Came to school for lunch[00:57.953]Apparently a god was to find me[00:59.950]cuz this girl was textin' me upon how much she likes me[01:02.703]Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself[01:07.695]This day I woke up with some-someone else[01:12.200]Open up your eyes Can you see me yet?[01:14.696]Copin' with this love I'm like how could I expect?[01:17.191]Was beaking up my solid self was screaming on my chest[01:19.942]So I've been seeking violence leave my demons get the best[01:22.695]So if there ain't right between us[01:24.446]Walk left I'm not the one to talk to dare when I lost respect[01:28.197]don't just fall on philins[01:29.697]if we talk about philins[01:30.694]then watch the role from the cilin[01:32.192]Tieing the negative across my neck[01:34.201]Was thirteen when she shoulda with her friend[01:36.197]I should've let her stop believin' when it happens like you dreamin' in it since[01:40.153]Tryna seset all the actions even when your heart is beating tryna see the better end[01:44.345]It ain't bittersweet I should just leave it in the end[01:46.595]Haven't we checked for the resets just to beat it up again[01:49.348]The cita was mistreated but I gave my everything[01:52.098]I ****ing loved you girl you make me hated evrything[01:54.594]Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself[02:00.342]This day I woke up with some-someone else