[00:00.000] 作词 : A. Autumn/A. Sargent/C. Egbert/E. Reese[00:20.354]You wouldn't have to lie to me if you were self-assured[00:24.587]You wear a mask and consider it your allure[00:29.186]I've been through this before[00:31.417]You go back on your word[00:33.599]And you walk out the door[00:35.837]I tell you it's absurd[00:38.062]Who cares about your complexion[00:39.984]You highlight your own imperfections[00:42.220]"Tell me you love me," you say[00:44.509]What is the use anyway?[00:46.700]You throw me around like a muppet[00:48.629]Upon my string, no interruption[00:51.001]You tell me, "I love you, just stay"[00:53.045]Yet you hold me up on these strings[00:55.245][00:55.456]You said, "break yourself clean in two[00:58.080]I'd do the same for you"[01:00.227]Beyond thе ocean blue[01:02.402]I pray that we arе through[01:04.617]Some ****ing friend you are[01:06.886]I start to fall apart[01:09.026]And still you watch[01:10.259]As you don't know just where to start[01:12.786][01:22.526]Wish all of this could work[01:24.567]We could keep what's on the surface[01:26.809]Save the depth until it's worth it[01:29.093]I need all the infighting to stop[01:31.203]You can look at me like I'm selfish[01:33.496]Is it so wrong to need some focus[01:35.826]I get your hearts are broken[01:37.856]But I'm losing family to time[01:40.257]In more ways than one[01:42.396]I know I sound pathetic[01:44.631]Poor Catie wants attention[01:46.798]I'm sorry for your loss[01:49.023]Can't value validation[01:51.197]Won't wait through conversations[01:53.526]For one short turn to talk[01:55.484]You should know it's not enough[01:57.298][01:57.330]You said, "break yourself clean in two[02:00.002]I'd do the same for you"[02:02.035]Beyond the ocean blue[02:04.438]I pray that we are through[02:06.585]Some ****ing friend you are[02:08.794]I start to fall apart[02:10.959]And still you watch[02:12.157]As you don't know just where to start