[00:08.837] Damn[00:10.217] It's like I'm sentenced to twenty-five to life, trapped in my mind[00:13.542] I've been hopin' for a sign, prayin' for a sign, tryin'[00:16.894] Tryna stay alive but I feel like I'm dyin'[00:19.606] Dark clouds around, all the voices stay silent[00:22.332] I keep you in my life, but no, it's not because I need you[00:24.828] I learned people show you how they feel by how they treat you and mislead you[00:27.611] I'm sick of trustin' all these people[00:30.384] They can't even look themselves in the mirror 'cause they see-through[00:33.216] They say your closest enemies are the people you know[00:36.039] They say the pain is necessary, it's the reason we grow[00:39.237] They say that love is temporary and one day we let go[00:42.118] We eventually move on from all the feelings we show, ****[00:45.037] It feel like it's breaking me to pieces[00:47.724] Running out of things and people to believe in[00:50.084] It feel like I found all my demons[00:53.185] Chasin' all my dreams, yeah[00:54.612] It's not what it seems[00:56.182] And it feel like I'm runnin' out of time[00:58.852] I just can't decide if I wanna be alive[01:01.622] And it feel like I don't wanna leave, but[01:05.073] Every day that pass me, it's gettin' harder to breathe[01:07.611] And it feel like[01:11.311] The ones I needed left me on my own[01:15.100] It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control[01:20.280] It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place[01:25.917] It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)[01:31.389] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)[01:38.727] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)[01:44.519] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)[01:50.580] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)[01:53.872] Yeah, drivin' down the interstate[01:56.585] Everybody home asleep, I'm the only one awake[01:59.019] Sometimes I just wanna disappear, wanna go away[02:01.965] I don't wanna shake your hand, I don't wanna have to fake smiles[02:05.128] And conversations 'cause I know they see it in my face[02:07.261] I don't wanna ****in' talk, I just need a ****in' break[02:10.207] I'm not scared of all these shadows, they can't look me in the face[02:12.976] I'm not scared of losin' anyone, we all could be replaced, yeah[02:16.257] Anxiety breakin' my ambition[02:18.625] I don't know where to turn, I feel like something's missin'[02:22.218] All of my friends switchin', family look at me different[02:24.889] Lately, I'm indecisive, I can't make a decision[02:27.731] I don't feel like I wanna die, but I'm not really livin'[02:30.270] In my mind, it's a prison, four walls and a ceilin'[02:33.405] Facin' consequences for actions and selfish decisions[02:35.885] Only thing that was always there for me was my addiction, listen[02:40.173] I don't wanna talk to nobody, don't wanna speak, uh[02:43.187] Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I overthink[02:45.857] Sometimes I get lost in the bottle until I sink[02:48.515] Sometimes I just feel like this world just isn't for me[02:50.573] It feel like it's breaking me to pieces[02:53.081] Running out of things and people to believe in[02:56.198] It feel like I found all my demons[02:58.852] Chasin' all my dreams, yeah[03:00.462] It's not what it seems[03:02.049] And it feel like I'm runnin' out of time[03:04.700] I just can't decide if I wanna be alive[03:07.238] And it feel like I don't wanna leave, but[03:10.706] Every day that pass me, it's gettin' harder to breathe[03:13.276] And it feel like[03:15.077] The ones I needed left me on my own[03:20.385] It feel like I'm drivin', swervin', 'bout to lose control[03:25.893] It feel like, ayy, maybe I'm just not meant for this place[03:31.451] It feel like, uh, I don't belong and I'm just a mistake (I'm just a mistake)[03:37.387] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)[03:44.555] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh)[03:49.832] (Oh-oh, no, oh-oh, no)[03:55.824] (Oh-oh, no)