[00:00.000] 作词 : J0KER[00:01.000] 作曲 : J0KER[00:14.758]Dear joker, how’s it been? Are mom and dad okay?[00:18.265]Oh and how are you by the way? Recently I’m not too great, but[00:21.771]I met a girl, shit , almost took her as my whole life[00:25.276]Fortunately, she didn’t hurt me she just ran away[00:29.533]Something happened to dad, I just can’t say[00:32.789]But I know you still remember it, hey![00:33.541]I’m talking to you Mr. J, I got a whole lotta things to say[00:36.800]Please don’t turn your back on me, don’t walk away, stay[00:40.307]You must be very tired right now but please keep being awake[00:44.064]Still trying to find someone to love? Just forget about it[00:47.822]How many years has it been? Give it up, you will never succeed[00:51.329]So let’s look back at everything that we did: nothing but grieve[00:54.583]Crying alone every night will only make you dream about nightmares, just can’t sleep[00:58.594]Remember dad told us when we were little, that everyone needs self-discipline[01:02.350]Otherwise later will suffer great amount of pain, it’s true now I’m almost insane[01:06.359]I hurt a lot of people now I gotta pay’em, back till they all feel the same[01:09.865]But, when I apologize I have no clue what am I saying[01:13.515]Don’t know what kinda things you are doing right now but I want you to be happy[01:17.270]Don’t know if you got someone to love right now but I want you to be ready[01:20.775]People change but we don’t, that’s what we said when we were little, right?[01:24.784]Hope that you still need everything I need right now, ha, kinda funny[01:28.540]Shawn said that life’s a struggle, still don’t know how to face all kinds of troubles[01:32.296]Days and nights, I’ve been asking myself am I able to bring food to my table[01:35.801]but I, just can’t think while others are actually doing things[01:39.056]Cuz I, will be one step, two step, three steps behind all I can do is following[01:43.315]Man, there’re still a lotta things to do, don’t give it up[01:46.569]I know, I know it’s hard, life is a journey but you, you still gotta laugh[01:50.579]Maybe, this is life, maybe you will learn how to love[01:53.833]Maybe at the end of the world, nothing will be left[02:12.987]Hey joker, nice to see you, your letter, your words, I think it do matters[02:16.496]Mom and dad are fine, they are fine, but I think they can live better[02:20.251]If you ever worked harder, their lives now will be much better[02:23.758]I don’t blame on you but I blame myself, cuz now I’m getting older and older[02:26.514]And now I know what it feels like to watch the younger me grow up[02:30.771]Yeah it needs a lot of love but, meanwhile diligence are needed a lot[02:35.028]Time is life, this saying is truth, no matter if others are right or not[02:38.535]Stop wasting your time like before you’ve grown up and start to fight it now![02:42.541]Why were you so lazy that you don’t want to do anything just laying on your bed?[02:46.047]Why when you were studying you have so many other thoughts going through your head?[02:49.803]Look at what you’ve done for these years! Look at it! Nothing![02:53.058]Being the older you I wanna shout to you to hoping you can be at least something![02:57.316]Searching for love without improving yourself is just like daydreaming[03:00.821]Being in bed all day just crying, gosh, are you f**king kidding me??[03:04.579]Don’t have the courage to fight destiny, just saying:这是我的命[03:08.335]Well then f**k the destiny, I’m the one who will define my life’s meaning[03:11.840]Don’t be too over-confident cuz you have no idea what you are going to face[03:15.596]You have to keep learning just in order to keep up this world’s pace[03:18.851]Otherwise you’re gonna be like Steve Rogers who are shocked and amazed[03:22.609]By how fast this world is developing, you need to keep it up, it’s never too late[03:27.116]I won’t be your spiritual leader I will become your nightmare; I will build my empire[03:30.371]I will stay in your head and I’m not going anywhere; I will burn you up just like fire[03:34.128]I will keep shouting to you let you keep running like I’m your coach, I will never retire[03:37.634]Don’t ever promise what you won’t or ain’t able to do, you know I hate liar![03:41.393]There’s not much time left and I think you should know that time flies[03:45.398]There’s no chance to turn right and you need to run in a straight line[03:48.901]There’re good lies and bad lies in this world but I don’t want you to keep lying[03:52.658]There’re still many things to do cuz I don’t want you to regret while dying[03:56.916]Said a lotta shit , hope you are not tired of this shit[03:59.921]But I, do want you to listen to me, just like mom and dad said[04:03.678]I want you to have less difficulties while you grow up[04:07.184]So, yeah, these are my words to you, hope you remember it