[00:00.000] 作词 : DIGGO[00:00.471] 作曲 : DIGGO[00:00.943]混音:ZHONGFE$[00:02.937]母带:ZHONGFE$[00:04.936]和声:ZHONGFE$[00:22.935]03年的我出生在一个很小的城市[00:25.939]天生就体弱多病老天没有对我仁慈[00:28.685]从小被教育着沉默是你最大的本事[00:31.444]所以和别人说话声音小的就像蚊子[00:34.435]奶奶总是和我说家里根本没有钱[00:37.185]日子过得卑微在外面根本没有脸[00:39.941]捉襟见肘的生活尝不到一丝的甜味[00:42.937]是独生子的我经常在墙角抹着眼泪[00:45.691]家里每个人脸上写着无奈[00:48.184]心被痛苦给覆盖[00:49.686]身上背着几十万负债[00:50.939]的父亲开的店面马上就要倒闭[00:53.193]我也目送着家里面的老人慢慢的老去[00:56.188]切肤之痛从眼睛夺眶而出打湿脚下地板[00:59.437]悲伤凝集的长度远远超过了我的臂展[01:02.192]我真的是不敢再去面对这凄凉的童年[01:04.933]我只想把它永远的封印不想让他重演[01:08.937]Maybe I should know what is pain[01:14.684]Maybe I should know what is pain[01:19.944]Maybe I should know what is pain[01:25.935]Maybe I should know what is pain[01:31.689]有时候我真的不能向内心的自己去坦白[01:34.695]会脸色惨白[01:36.185]的惨败和崩溃撞个满怀[01:37.934]的感慨只能换来贬低[01:39.686]我想带着坦率面对但身边的人都远离[01:42.683]为了两块钱的早餐[01:43.938]她用力对我母亲掌掴[01:45.437]为了方便儿子相亲[01:46.685]叫我妈提前剖腹生我[01:50.632]就在那众目睽睽之下她说我不是她的孙子[01:53.634]刚刚上任的舅舅带人来拆我家做的房子[01:59.391]父亲只能带我们全家从江西逃到武汉[02:02.132]两年的逃亡最后从上海回到了鹰潭[02:05.134]带着仇恨长大的我现在依旧会感到愤怒[02:07.885]愤我之前的淳朴[02:09.643]怒我之前的臣服[02:11.136]现在正在写这首歌的我是终于明白[02:13.642]该承受的那些痛苦不是不幸而是应该[02:17.389]Maybe I should know what is pain[02:22.637]Maybe I should know what is pain[02:28.392]Maybe I should know what is pain[02:33.385]Maybe I should know what is pain