It Could Always Be Worse - SEON/Lil Xtra.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Maxwell Neal/clay roney
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Brady Ponder/Maxwell d Neal/clay roney
[00:04.918] Depression hittin'
[00:05.809] It's getting worst and I can't seem to listen
[00:07.978] To the voice inside my head that tell me I can make a difference
[00:10.715] 'Cause I'm stuck inside the one that tell me I should not be livin'
[00:13.298] Well, it's hard to see the beauty when I'm caught in tunnel vision
[00:16.253] Do I like to feel this way? It's like I'm searching for the pain
[00:19.064] 'Cause I know if I wanted change, that it would have to start today
[00:21.884] But I'm lazy and I'd rather waste my time inside my bed
[00:24.307] I'm contemplating over words that just wish I nevеr said
[00:27.115] And all the texts that I would send that I wish you nеver read
[00:30.184] 'Cause I'd be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn't dead
[00:33.177] All I got's a little hope that one day I won't be alone
[00:35.819] And that the pain will fade and go, but how am I supposed to know?
[00:38.764] 'Cause there's nothing in a life that is a promise
[00:41.427] I really hope if I would grab the rope, that somebody would stop it
[00:44.520] Heads in the clouds, sun in my eyes
[00:46.529] I'm done looking back, it's a waste of my time
[00:49.612] I wanna feel home, everything is alright
[00:52.199] I'll be feeling this soul for the rest of my life
[00:55.222] I wanna go back to when I was young
[00:58.134] Finding shame for the things that I've done
[01:00.576] Heart on my sleeve, hittin' the woods
[01:03.562] Got to hold on, it could always be worse
[01:06.287] I left a message on your phone, I really hope that you reply
[01:09.645] I know for you it's not important, but for me it's do or die
[01:12.581] I wonder why I'm in this place
[01:13.991] Why you tell me to my face
[01:15.313] That I'm the cause of all your problems and I'm taking up your space?
[01:18.328] Or how the air that you breathe is not created for me?
[01:20.881] I've got some problems, now you watchin' while I ruin everything
[01:23.930] I've got a question, how I never seem to learn my lesson
[01:26.637] How I never grasp the point, only grab the Smith & Wesson
[01:29.609] Yeah, I keep a thousand yard stare and it's apparent
[01:32.643]That my family name perished, I'm a ****ing embarrassment
[01:35.343] When a single good day is an event, it's like a miracle
[01:37.971] I'm getting off [?], now I'm starting on the seroquel
[01:40.874] But honestly, I need a little space to breathe
[01:43.932] A way to clear my mind and learn to live with my deficiencies
[01:46.832] A shame I turn to substances to cope
[01:48.829] I know it's rough to see
[01:49.634] A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me
[01:51.547] Heads in the clouds, sun in my eyes
[01:54.332] I'm done looking back, it's a waste of my time
[01:57.284] I wanna feel home, everything is alright
[02:00.009] I'll be feeling this soul for the rest of my life
[02:02.866] I wanna go back to when I was young
[02:06.069] Finding shame for the things that I've done
[02:08.286] Heart on my sleeve, hittin' the woods
[02:11.296] Got to hold on, it could always be worse
[02:13.999] I'll be stuck with my mistakes, I wear my heart up on my sleeve
[02:17.484] So everybody could just see where I've been cut and left to bleed
[02:20.295] All the scars and open wounds that I've been trying hard to heal
[02:23.246] Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal
[02:25.930] My insecurities are bound to get the best of me
[02:28.558] But maybe when I will be dead then I will finally rest in peace
[02:31.537] 'Cause lately I can't seem to ever find a way to fall asleep
[02:34.129] The nightmare's running through my head but I don't think I ever dream
[02:37.408] Afraid of who I was and knowing that he's never far behind
[02:40.316] Creep into my mind and tell me I will never be alright
[02:43.067] There's no way I could find anyone to ever fill me up inside
[02:45.985] I'm broke, I'm losing hope, and you don't see my life for living lives
[02:48.864] Smiles on my face
[02:49.747] And all the words that I would say to make them finally go away
[02:52.927] I even said I'm doing great, I know you know it isn't true
[02:55.673] You see what I've been going through
[02:57.204] It isn't ever shocking news when I would play this song for you
[02:59.516] Heads in the clouds, sun in my eyes
[03:02.057] I'm done looking back, it's a waste of my time
[03:05.041] I wanna feel home, everything is alright
[03:07.705] I'll be feeling this soul for the rest of my life
[03:10.508] I wanna go back to when I was young
[03:13.696] Finding shame for the things that I've done
[03:15.905] Heart on my sleeve, hittin' the woods
[03:18.989] Got to hold on, it could always be worse
[03:22.148] Yeah