[00:00.000] 作词 : DengHongWei[00:01.000] 作曲 : DengHongWei[00:02.000] 编曲 : 曼尼洛夫[00:10.030]混音by曼尼洛夫[00:10.415]hook[00:17.198]I can feel myself.lie[00:24.157]Windsor.Tell me this lie[00:25.853]you won't be okay.[00:27.566]you won't be enough.[00:39.068]You know.I'll marry the twins so for so much[00:39.412]l'll pretend nice[00:39.674]verse1[00:40.924]房间里堆满了镇定的药物[00:42.620]焦虑和抑郁是痛苦的要素[00:44.195]灵魂是上帝最丑陋的造物[00:44.876]无法逃脱[00:45.932]痛苦也不能消除[00:47.491]尖刺和锁链将内心禁锢[00:49.148]失格的人类被黑烙印住[00:50.612]光的存在令人厌恶的刺目[00:52.316]但它有着数以万计的信徒[00:52.828]幸福[00:56.179]我尝试过接触但无法被选中的少数人拥有的幸福[00:57.747]早被现实揉碎成拼图[00:59.314]看现实的一个个攀上了金主[01:00.947]拼命渴求内心的艺术[01:02.635]也写过不止十几遍的遗嘱[01:04.316]撕裂的感觉被一遍遍记住[01:06.259]何时才能挽救将烦恼去除[01:09.698]早知道 现实中的爱 不可能存在 孤寂的做派[01:12.938]分辨出 行动的利害 与噩梦比赛 被侵蚀的坏[01:16.249]摆脱不了对爱的赖 但早坏的爱 对我背叛fine[01:18.961]与恶魔交易来的力 将命运变卖 换来不破的凯[01:19.658]再[01:21.361]专注在歌词不变的peition[01:23.073]不在乎夜晚躁动的泪腺[01:24.641]镇定住内心阴暗的背面[01:26.361]超越一切达到更高的位面[01:28.032]做的成功可内心是违愿[01:29.599]总是痛苦因为人情的黑点[01:31.320]我会记住夜晚迷失泪眼[01:32.600]总有天欠下的都给我pay back[01:32.863]hook[01:36.784]I can feel myself.lie[01:43.582]Windsor.Tell me this lie[01:45.495]you won't be okay.[01:47.070]you won't be enough.[01:57.909]You know.I'll marry the twins so for so much[01:58.359]l'll pretend nice[01:58.758]verse2[02:00.206]我不认为现在局势有转机[02:01.557]所承受的磨难没有平缓期[02:03.365]找不到方向没有灵感去[02:05.301]所有都指向我没有运转期[02:07.278]这圈子乱了阵脚都在黑暗中过[02:08.903]突出的刺头被黑暗中做[02:10.173]当冷漠逐渐成为主流[02:12.860]个别的内心有团火也是种过 错[02:14.260]当灵魂逐渐在没 落[02:15.589]心也在堕 落[02:18.860]混不出头躲在房间里一遍遍把吊歌堆砌的做多[02:20.468]来一场暴雨把浑浊冲刷[02:22.116]文墨当武器在魂魄中押[02:25.837]老天没选中就当老天瞎了我就消失殆尽在这仲夏