[00:11.69]I am a container of stories about you[00:17.27]And I bring you up repeatedly, uninvited to[00:28.91]Do the people around me want to keep hearing about my dead wife?[00:38.29]Or does the room go silent when I mention you?[00:43.67]Shining alive, I live with your absence[00:48.96]And it's been two months since you died[00:55.88]I'll speak to your absence and carry our stories around my whole life[01:07.54]But when I'm in public, I don't know what's that look in their eyes[01:19.09]I now wield the power to transform a grocery store aisle[01:25.79]Into a canyon of pity and confusion[01:31.88]And mutual aching to leave[01:37.96]Mmm[01:44.05]Mmm[01:49.63]The loss in my life is a chasm I take into town[01:57.46]And I don't wanna close it[02:06.97]Look at me[02:12.99]Death is real