[00:00.000] 作词 : JL丶BAI[00:01.000] 作曲 : JL丶BAI[00:03.196]混音师Mixing Engineer : IIYC[00:10.731]母带处理Mastering Engineer : IIYC[00:15.047]I want to be a kid forever[00:21.182]But life forced me to lose myself[00:26.881]I try to be good at everything[00:33.202]And then I lost myself[00:38.917]他们说他不一样了狮子变成了乖猫[00:44.026]没人注意他用力握紧杯子似有似无的一抹微笑[00:45.164]他们说他成熟了沉默寡言白丝染了鬓角[00:48.236]只有他自己知道肩上担着多少重量[00:51.209]他的生活开始规律[00:52.704]每天又日复一日[00:54.230]他的戾气开始褪去[00:55.718]同时对世界失去了兴趣[00:57.207]他开始漫不经心[00:58.542]刻意回避敏感的话题[00:59.951]这份蜕变对他而言[01:01.517]到底该悲哀还是庆幸[01:03.128]大家庭变小家庭[01:04.522]圈子肉眼可见的缩小[01:06.193]把自己钉在了家里[01:07.648]朋友肉眼可见的减少[01:09.246]他不敢开口[01:10.739]不敢再去抱怨多么累[01:12.220]他说的所有的所有[01:13.680]你全都无所谓[01:15.245]不再给你分享收藏夹里的beats[01:17.782]Don't drink at home规矩怎么都是你定[01:20.744]I feel 我的身份不像爱人更像是个奴隶[01:23.898]我甚至忘了曾经的我们共同经历的点点滴滴[01:27.136]I want to be a kid forever[01:31.031]But life forced me to lose myself[01:39.263]I try to be good at everything[01:45.226]And then I lost myself[01:51.228]I can't do it.任何事都可以笑脸相迎[01:57.011]I get angry,但找不到任何发泄的途径[02:03.066]在梦里想亲手了结了自己[02:06.080]有什么资格跟我谈失去[02:09.096]为了你我都已经舍弃了自己[02:15.182]所有的幼稚只有你能看的到[02:17.491]尝试封闭自己[02:18.868]避免把负面情绪传递给你[02:21.096]我做的一切你是真的看不见么[02:23.777]非要把胸膛抛开难道你才看得清[02:26.909]一时分不清你是救星还是宿命[02:29.722]如果对你的宠爱渐渐养成了一种病[02:32.453]我既然可以赋予你依赖也可以亲手换了你[02:35.606]拜托我们都小心点别继续挑战彼此的耐心[02:39.159]I want to be a kid forever[02:45.255]But life forced me to lose myself[02:51.414]I try to be good at everything[02:57.201]And then I lost myself