Ordinary - Dempsey.mp3

[00:00.91]Listen I'm alone, **** the whole world scares me
[00:03.32]Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
[00:06.31]Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
[00:09.03]I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
[00:12.00]Listen I'm alone, **** the whole world scares me
[00:14.91]Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
[00:17.66]Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
[00:20.65]I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
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[00:24.67]The person looking back at me is the one that I need help again
[00:27.51]I tried making friends but in the end I'm by myself again
[00:30.10]I rather be invisible instead of overwhelming them
[00:33.08]I thought of ending everything instead of ****ing telling them
[00:36.23]That I'm simply dead already
[00:37.32]Psychopath, my head ain't steady
[00:39.26]Sick of having suicidal thoughts
[00:40.92]I got more than plenty
[00:42.12]Why can't I be ordinary
[00:43.32]Being me is sort of scary
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[00:44.91]Cause I gotta deal with burdens that I was born to carry
[00:47.71]Stop for a second, look at the time,
[00:49.42]I can feel it slip away from me
[00:50.47]I said on my darkest days that I'm afraid and it's ok to be
[00:53.16]But now when I took at myself
[00:54.80]Why the hell am I afraid of me
[00:55.90]I'm going for away to a distant place
[00:57.95]I'll find a way to leave
[00:59.06]
[00:59.41]I'll open my chest and let you see what is inside
[01:01.60]You'll see so many paranormal things you can't describe
[01:04.65]There's monsters living in me that are eating me alive
[01:07.77]I'm turning into someone I don't even recognize
[01:10.61]Who I am (who I am)
[01:12.28]Girl god damn (girl god damn)
[01:13.49]What the **** is wrong with me
[01:14.99]I'm sorry, I don't understand
[01:16.38]They can hate on me, be shady, but my fate is in my hands
[01:18.93]They can hate on me but baby they ain't messing up my plans
[01:22.26]BRB my vibe is rainy, high as **** a new Mercedes (idfk)
[01:25.45]b***h the **** is (idfk)
[01:26.30]Always dress like 50's 80's (idfk)
[01:28.30]I'm in touch with the creators
[01:29.59]I've already met our maker
[01:30.93]I'm a sinner not your savior
[01:32.63]Taking off, I'll see you later
[01:34.07]I'm holding it down for the loners
[01:35.46]And people that know that they'll never fit in
[01:36.72]And since the beginning
[01:38.11]I've been an anomaly living a life full of sin
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[01:39.90]Don't be afraid to go searching your soul
[01:41.15]Because freedom's discovered within
[01:42.64]The truth of the matter is that nothing matters
[01:43.98]I spit to inspire the kids
[01:45.05]There's too many prisons and too many villains
[01:47.34]Too many victims and too many flaws
[01:48.73]Too much religion and too much division
[01:50.37]Too much positions and too many guards
[01:51.72]They want me to fail, but ima prevail,
[01:53.06]So **** all the doubters, I'm beating the odds
[01:54.45]The facts are unveiled and what they entail
[01:55.91]Is everything we know (is) just a facade
[01:57.30]Down For the count, I'm about amount
[01:58.79]To a clown full of doubt, with a frown to the ground,
[02:00.63]What if I would've frowned and without my sound
[02:02.03]I wouldn't be where shit just a bunch of pounds
[02:03.47]Of flesh and bones
[02:04.22]Only heaven knows everyday that I wake is a stepping stone
[02:06.11]Take, Take what you can it's game of thrones
[02:07.45]Take, Take what you can don't b***h and moan
[02:08.90]I took my life on a different road
[02:10.14]I want love and peace not cars and clothes
[02:11.74]My secrets they better stay disclosed
[02:13.08]I'm strange and I can't change that's a know
[02:14.72]Got a twisted mind, but I'm wicked with the words
[02:16.31]And I simplify what I write in a verse
[02:17.56]I'll be mystified when I'm riding in a hearse
[02:19.06]Don't sympathize when I die in the dirt
[02:20.40]I'm alright but I might wanna listen
[02:21.99]I fight fright with a mic from a distance
[02:23.50]My whole lifetime I've been a misfit
[02:24.79]Once it's over I'm gonna miss it
[02:26.38]Agnostic type not a Christian, We cannot define our existence
[02:28.88]I'm narcotic, I'm inefficient, I'm psychotic, I'm insufficient
[02:31.67](Thank you sktv evolution)
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[02:37.96]Listen I'm alone, **** the whole world scares me
[02:40.25]Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
[02:43.01]Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
[02:45.90]I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
[02:48.94]Listen I'm alone, **** the whole world scares me
[02:51.64]Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
[02:54.68]Getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
[02:57.53]I'm the farthest thing from ordinary