a Letter - La Dispute.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jordan Dreyer/Brad Vander Lugt/Adam Vass/Kevin Whittemore/Chad Sterenberg
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kevin Whittemore/Jordan Dreyer/Adam Vass/Chad Sterenberg/Brad Vander Lugt
[00:20.422]Everybody wants a reason for everything
[00:25.078]It's so much easier with someone or something to blame
[00:29.836]I've always struggled at the root of the problem
[00:34.693]Has it been absence or my constant lack of defense?
[00:39.627]I've never spent a lot on finding a remedy
[00:44.540]I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason
[00:48.273]I guess that's why I've always turned to writing it down
[00:54.322]Not just in stories, but the letters in between
[00:58.583]And I guess that's why it haunts the pages of everything
[01:04.093]To self-examine
[01:05.963]I think the thing is that I shut off from everything
[01:10.269]From friends and family and my own ambitions
[01:14.442]From having fun
[01:15.775]I just shut off from everything
[01:19.107]Self-defeating? Yeah, probably
[01:21.867]But I don't know that I had total control over it
[01:27.310]And I'm not sure it even matters why
[01:31.503]Sometimes things happen and you can't do anything
[01:35.685]Plus, I'm the only one who deals with it anyway
[01:40.162]So if everyone could do me a favor and
[01:43.727]Just put their fingers down
[01:45.900]I'd - and keep your mouths -
[01:47.951]Sorry. I know I seem angry
[01:51.022]I'm not, I … I promise. I just know I did this to me
[01:56.712]And I will deal with it accordingly
[01:59.703]And I don't need opinions from those never a part of it
[02:05.063]Don't need them pointing out my problems, they're mine
[02:09.281]Don't need reminders, I know better than anyone
[02:13.460]And yeah, I know, I should be finding another way
[02:17.684]I know that I should be out seeking a substitute
[02:21.825]But just forgetting never really made sense to me
[02:28.807]So I haven't been
[02:33.749]Do I feel embarrassed about it?
[02:37.099]I think you know the answer to that
[02:40.799]I think you'd probably feel a little bit embarrassed for me
[02:46.005]Wouldn't you?
[02:48.089]I know I should've moved on ages ago, been happy already
[02:54.819]But it's never been that easy for me
[02:59.166]Or maybe it was me that made it so hard
[03:03.329]I know I've only ever tried a handful of times
[03:07.669]To sever this thing torturing me
[03:11.381]It never got me anywhere, with anyone
[03:16.583]No friendship or hobby, no lover's bed worked
[03:21.130]But looking back I maybe never tried hard enough
[03:26.104]And it is my fault
[03:28.501]Maybe I never tried at all