[00:00.000] 作词 : Thomas Bard/Tijn de Boer/Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa[00:01.000] 作曲 : Thomas Bard/Jozef van der Veen/Julian Vahle[00:05.035]Been staring at my phone for a minute[00:08.850]Trynna find the words to lay down[00:11.483]How I want you to be around now[00:14.611]But everything I write down feels bitter[00:17.698] [00:18.835]I should've stayed drinking downtown[00:21.590]At least I had some people around[00:24.802]But now everything's fading away[00:29.246]Why do I just keep hiding this pain[00:33.375] [00:33.872]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[00:36.796]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[00:39.461]I tried to get to your mind on facetime[00:41.944]But now you hang up, because I act drunk[00:44.401] [00:44.572]Now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[00:47.381]Knowing that I have to lose it all[00:49.668]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[00:51.981]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[00:54.543] [00:54.905]Overthinking doesn't really cut it[00:58.801]Even though I'm sobering up[01:01.791]I'll never be sober enough to say[01:05.613]"I confess that I couldn't manage"[01:07.842]Too obsessed that I took the damage[01:10.526]Yeah, I wish I wasn't this jealous, careless[01:14.291] [01:14.439]But now everything's fading away[01:19.672]Why do I just keep hiding this pain[01:24.555]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[01:27.257]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[01:29.812]I tried to get to your mind on facetime[01:32.249]But now you hang up, because I act drunk[01:34.763] [01:34.915]Now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[01:37.523]Knowing that I have to lose it all[01:40.033]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[01:42.394]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[01:44.796] [01:46.960]But baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[01:52.074]No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[01:55.056]Over you, oooh~[02:02.789]No baby I'm not, no baby I'm not[02:05.169] [02:05.604]Everytime it's the same[02:09.750]I start to care when it's all too late[02:14.979]And now I'm heavy headed, staring at my bedroom wall[02:18.039]Knowing that I have to lose it all[02:20.159]I keep on saying I'm fine, I'm fine[02:22.446]But baby I'm not, I'm ****ing messed up[02:25.145]