[00:00.00] 作词 : Mark Kozelek[00:01.00] 作曲 : Mark Kozelek[00:14.66]Damn if I didn't just go walking and find some horses[00:18.79]A man-made lake and some trees[00:21.24][00:22.17]Came back to my room all covered in sweat[00:25.53]Here at the Swiss Waldhaus Hotel[00:27.71][00:29.03]Filled out an application for a work visa[00:32.48][00:33.50]For Japan and Australia[00:35.17][00:35.93]It's been a few weeks since I've left home[00:38.91]And I feel out of place[00:40.80]And out of my element[00:42.18][00:43.62]I work from 7 at night[00:46.06]Until 5 AM when the AD says "Wrap"[00:49.42][00:50.55]And a runner named Fabio flashlights me back to my hotel[00:55.29]Before the sun comes up[00:57.64]Then I get in my bed[00:59.26][00:59.98]And talk with my girl on the phone to the birds chirping[01:03.54][01:04.37]How the hell did I end up playing myself in an Italian film[01:08.31][01:09.05]Set in a ski town in Switzerland[01:11.07][01:40.40]Damn if I didn't just go walk in the yard[01:43.39][01:43.98]So alone on my night off[01:46.96][01:47.81]I felt like Jimmy Page walking the mountains out behind Aleister Crowley's house[01:54.00][01:54.99]It was too dark and it got so cold[01:57.46][01:58.34]That I turned back around[02:00.61]Came back to my room read Graham Nash's Wild Tales[02:04.13][02:04.64]Til I fell asleep to the sound[02:07.02][02:18.03]The sound of the birds[02:19.25][02:22.25]The birds of Flims[02:24.65][02:26.63]Yeah I've asked around[02:28.12][02:30.00]But nobody knows the names of 'em[02:32.91][02:35.61]Of the birds[02:36.81][02:39.67]The birds of Flims[02:41.89][02:44.14]Yeah I've asked around[02:45.44][02:47.37]But nobody knows the names of 'em[02:50.36][02:54.04]Damn if I didn't just go walking down the road[02:57.07]When a girl named Veronica stopped me[03:00.49][03:01.30]She said she was from Milan and that she recognized me from the film[03:05.36]And that today was her birthday[03:07.43][03:08.45]We talked a little bit[03:09.89]But there was a barrier[03:11.00]And she went one way and I went the other[03:14.85]And I walked along the dandelions and down to market[03:18.65][03:19.88]Where I bought her some flowers[03:21.98][03:22.78]On the way back to my hotel[03:24.66]I left them in the lobby of hers with a note[03:26.96]"Veronica happy birthday - Mark"[03:29.20]And when I saw her again on the set[03:31.57]She said "Grazie" and I could tell the gesture[03:34.64]Had touched her heart[03:36.63]Damn if I didn't go to dinner last night with Paul[03:39.87]But his throat was sore[03:41.33]And I could see that he was feeling ill[03:43.46]He spends more time on the set than I do[03:46.15]And it's cold out there[03:47.26]And the last two days he was playing Hitler[03:51.52]I could see he was grappling with that[03:53.88]And I felt bad and I gave him some words of support[03:57.40]And we talked about John Hughes movies home ownership[04:00.38]And the cost of living in San Francisco and New York[04:05.02]And damn if I didn't go out later with a set dresser[04:08.99]Or something like that[04:10.64]Named Cipriana[04:12.43]We talked for four hours at a bar down the street[04:15.02]And the music was terrible[04:16.18]But yeah I liked her kinda[04:18.86][04:19.62]She's been with someone for four or five years[04:21.72]And I kinda figured that anyhow and told her "Well so have I"[04:26.24]And that made life easier for both of us[04:28.27]And I walked her drunk a** back to her room[04:30.67]And like a gentleman I didn't try[04:33.52][04:43.92]And I went to my room[04:45.41][04:47.27]I looked down at the waterfront[04:49.49][04:52.52]From my balcony I felt[04:54.02][04:56.08]The surrealness of my surroundings[04:59.36][05:01.42]I got in my bed[05:02.78][05:04.70]Looked up at the baby blue ceilings above[05:07.73][05:10.30]And thought of my home[05:11.78][05:12.45]And my girl[05:13.40][05:13.91]And I ached for her love[05:15.99][06:16.80]Damn when it all ended[06:18.36]If I didn't have them fly me out[06:21.77]To New Orleans[06:23.53][06:24.14]Where I saw kitty cats sleeping on porches[06:27.10]And drank real iced tea for the first time in six to eight weeks[06:31.27]It was nice not having to walk down that awkward path again[06:35.04]And not to have to yell or to holler[06:37.88]About eating pasta pomodoro for the 38th time in a month[06:41.88]If its price was 60 Swiss f**kin' francs[06:45.59]Damn if I didn't go walking the next afternoon[06:48.41][06:49.47]Down Oretha Castle[06:51.50]I ate a catfish lunch at Cafe Reconcile[06:55.52]With a side of macaroni and cheese[06:57.56]And cornbread and collard greens[06:59.34][06:59.96]Saw it advertised on channel 99[07:03.06][07:03.85]The public access channel[07:05.91][07:06.48]And I walked across the street to a gym[07:08.58]And I watched two fighters spar[07:09.84]And I talked to them during their break[07:11.46]While they sipped on their Snapple[07:13.12][07:14.38]And I thought what is life if not a fight[07:17.87]Or a test of will and grace[07:20.24][07:21.05]Some would match it by throwing bombs like Mike Tyson[07:24.59]But some like Pernell are slippery and win cleverly[07:26.97][07:28.04]Some are fearless like Gatti[07:30.09]But like Henry Akinwande[07:31.11][07:32.29]Some of them buckle and stall[07:34.25][07:35.20]When the going gets tough with much due respect[07:37.60]Some of them break down and cry[07:39.22]Like Oliver "The Atomic Bomb" McCall[07:42.59]Life's a chess game for all of us[07:44.83]Hit don't be hit jab and hook and feint and bob and weave[07:48.41][07:49.09]When the fighters got back in the ring[07:51.11]I thought of my own fight in life[07:52.80]And it was time to be leaving[07:55.17][07:56.59]And damn if I didn't go to the airport[07:59.13]And fly up to Cleveland Ohio[08:03.37]I had dinner at Sylvester's in North Canton with my girlfriend and her friends[08:06.79]And for the first time in a while[08:08.61]I was surrounded by genuine smiles (beautiful smiles)[08:11.44]There at the table with all of them I felt content[08:13.96][08:15.00]And grounded and rooted again[08:17.42]And was dropped off to face the hardships[08:20.03]Of a single mom who happens to be one of my closest and dearest friends[08:22.93][08:25.23]Fell asleep in her spare room to the sound of crop dusters[08:28.19][08:29.24]And cars on the highway[08:30.67][08:32.13]Back to my roots where unconditional love[08:34.65]Rules over everything[08:35.96]And I could no longer hear the birds of Flims