[00:28.286] Smoking cigarettes[00:30.866] Wondering why my lungs hurt,[00:34.295] When the pain starts[00:37.790] The breathing stops,[00:41.189] Started tearing at my skin[00:44.532] Searching for a world within[00:48.073] I wonder when life will begin,[00:51.496] Pacing around my room[00:54.917] Searching for my head[00:58.352] Lying on my deathbed,[01:01.770] Father keeps calling my line[01:05.232] To check to see if I am fine,[01:08.636] I hope to make it through the day[01:12.074] I wonder if I'll see you again,[01:15.489] Scratching at my skin[01:18.927] Watching my eyes pin[01:22.370] Losing what's with in,[01:25.738] Sorry that I lied[01:29.205] Saying that I'm tired ,[01:32.609] Staring at that flam[01:36.117] Beginning of my pain,[01:39.545] Searching to be normal[01:43.147] Biting at my thumbs,[01:46.332] Losing all my weight I,[01:49.931] Don't remember what I ate