[00:00.000] 作词 : 鉛[00:01.000] 作曲 : 鉛[00:02.000] 编曲 : 鉛[00:06.720]愚痴[00:13.470]I know i t' s a past I can never return to[00:16.110]It was fun, wasn' t it[00:17.790]I know I live in a world different from theirs[00:19.830]That' s why I threw a tantrum[00:22.590]Because they never accepted me[00:25.410]Pretending to like what I don' t like[00:28.350]People flock to me, unlike before[00:31.260]But it makes me want to puke[00:32.670]Everyone loves the same **** thing under different names[00:35.250]Believing it' s one of a kind—愚痴[00:37.440]I wished for vengeance, like a **** ing Park Chan- wook movie[00:43.380]Wishing for a 贵人? How foolish[00:45.870]When I start hoping they' ll be miserable rather than me being happy[00:49.710]I want to be high on adrenaline[00:55.380]but self- hatred eats me alive[00:57.900]All I want is for my existence not to be ignored[01:13.380]My brain' s ****** up, I just*** off in this void[01:16.350]***, I am so desperate[01:17.760]Only *** can fill me, please, just connect with me[01:20.580]I never wanted you[01:22.620]I just wanted to be part of the crowd[01:25.380]When I say I like what I truly like[01:28.350]People don' t come, just like before[01:31.260]I am the taboo itself[01:32.580]Hoping for comfort from something not even human[01:35.010]Yet never being fulfilled—愚痴[01:37.470]I wished for vengeance, like a**** ing Park Chan- wook movie[01:43.320]Wishing for a 贵人? How foolish[01:45.870]When I start hoping they' ll be miserable rather than me being happy[01:50.340]I want to be high on adrenaline[01:53.952]But self- hatred eats me alive[01:57.900]All I want is for my existence not to be ignored[02:01.410]Why do I wish for vengeance? I just turning dark and gloomy[02:07.440]Praying for mercy? How useless[02:09.870]Though I rip myself to pieces, they' ll continue to live freely.[02:13.500]emptiness follows vengeance, like a**** ing Park Chan- wook movie[02:19.440]The 贵人 never came— obviously[02:21.780]When I sought my own misery for someoneelse' s happiness[02:25.470]I felt proud, But it just leaves a bitter aftertaste.[02:31.350]Maybe no one will ever notice my existence[02:34.680]But I fought hard, and maybethat' s enough[02:37.290]All I want is for what I' ve done not to be in vain