[00:00.000][00:33.360]I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart[00:43.020]When it woke you in the car park[00:47.420]And maybe I should tell you[00:50.180]That I’ve villainised my body for too long[00:57.010]Would it help you find excuses to move on?[01:03.470]Like I needed more excuses to be stronger[01:09.800]I’m no mother[01:13.870]But I’ve done a lot[01:17.590]To prove to those I love that they are good enough[01:24.670]I don’t believe in luck so I am giving up[01:34.810]I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start[01:44.940]It makes my sleeping harder[01:49.260]I don’t know much about you[01:51.920]So I’m trying not to doubt you, but in time[01:59.180]I know you’ll let me down and that is fine[02:05.730]A feeling I can’t shake, it’s getting stronger[02:11.510]I’m no mother[02:15.560]But I’ve done a lot[02:19.620]To prove to those I love that they are good enough[02:26.680]I don’t believe in luck[02:29.060]I don’t believe in much[02:33.560]Leave it all to trust or start to give it up