[00:00.000] 作词 : Anay Patel[00:00.354] 作曲 : Anay Patel[00:00.708]I want a normal highschool love[00:03.016]But I'm only allowed a crush[00:07.144]I've hidden myself for five years[00:10.622]And now I'm just lost[00:16.035]Everyone's at the end[00:17.651]I'm at the start and I know I can't catch up[00:24.217]I'm not the only one[00:25.650]I shouldn't feel sorry for myself[00:27.494]In the night my head starts to drown[00:32.364]Start to drown, start to drown[00:35.356](Oh no, oh no, oh no)[00:38.074]I stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound[00:44.352](A sound, a sound, a sound)[00:47.647]I let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out[00:52.077](Bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)[00:55.769]So I'll just run away pretend I'm okay in my own house[01:00.253](My house, my house, house)[01:03.794]I'm just stuck in circles nothing ever change[01:07.523]I self deprecate and hope it goes away[01:12.163]I do this all the damn time[01:16.554]And in the morning try forget what I was feeling last night[01:20.151]I need to get away don't wanna live my whole life on my own[01:24.012]Then I start to think so far I've been alright all alone[01:27.558]This world's so f*ckin stupid and I swear to God that I'm done[01:31.695](I swear to God that I'm done)[01:33.857]I let my head start to drown[01:36.085]Start to drown, start to drown[01:40.116]I can't make it stop when my head gets loud[01:43.740]I stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound[01:47.437]Even if they did they'd pretend they didn't hear me at all[01:51.835]I let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out[01:55.521]Stand over my dead body I'm just gonna lay on the ground[01:59.819]So I'll just run away pretend I'm okay in my own house[02:04.046]But I'm not it's not as easy as I thought it was[02:08.179][02:24.416]Start to drown, start to drown[02:28.420](Oh no, oh no, oh no)[02:32.208]I stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound[02:36.302](A sound, a sound, a sound)[02:39.592]I let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out[02:44.249](Bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)[02:47.881]So I'll just run away pretend I'm okay in my own house[02:51.887](My house, my house, house)