[00:00.000] 作词 : $weetCat/iamelan_[00:01.000] 作曲 : $weetCat/iamelan_[00:03.895]封面:$weetCat[00:23.930]无比 的痛苦 要不要持续服药[00:27.098]无数 的痛楚 根本无法除掉[00:30.185]我需 要拥抱 是否可以得到[00:32.983]黑暗逐渐笼罩 窒息直至死掉[00:36.134]想过离开这个世界不复存在[00:38.839]怎么治愈这心理的障碍[00:41.648]所有事物都失去了喜爱[00:43.847]只想沉溺在孤独的大海[00:45.935]陷进去就没有痛苦和伤害[00:48.439]又到了侧夜难眠的夜晚[00:50.550]陪我的只有灰白色的天花板[00:53.463]香烟点燃就在桌旁[00:55.839]应该想想该怎么度过这长夜漫漫[00:59.384]睡着了也分不清这是美梦还是噩梦[01:02.727]地狱还是天堂[01:03.959]精神药物 侵蚀 导致 脑袋持续的疼痛[01:07.094]该如何打破这座心墙[01:08.856]情绪不知道该如何释放[01:11.783]I just want to be happy[01:13.919]I dont wanna care anything[01:16.759]But every time I see you[01:19.279]It's like I'm falling into the ocean[01:23.583]What can I do[01:26.063]What can I do[01:28.335]I dont need your love[01:31.367]All I need is medicine[01:35.807]房间充满了烟味[01:38.351]感受不到我的疲惫[01:41.559]内心被抑郁支配[01:43.887]这不好受的滋味[01:46.175]告诉自己be OK(ゝω・´★)[01:48.103]Nobody loves me.[01:50.031]只想活成自己[01:51.423]过去的事不想再去记起[01:53.487]Nobody likes me.[01:55.083]藏在心里的秘密[01:56.463]日记本上 眼泪 沾湿的字体[01:59.567]喜欢淋雨就像被雨水清洗所有情绪[02:03.183]隐藏掉我所有 泪水的凝聚[02:05.359]我想去看海[02:07.007]听听海对我的窃窃私语[02:08.655]忘记所有压力带给我的恐惧[02:11.943]好了,不要再哭[02:14.023]该把所以emo情绪全部盖住[02:17.103]冰冷的话语不要在乎[02:19.087]早点打败心里的怪物[02:20.895]不要轻易结束跟自己好好倾诉[02:23.815]I just want to be happy[02:26.351]I dont wanna care anything[02:28.831]But every time I see you[02:31.439]It's like I'm falling into the ocean[02:35.207]What can I do[02:37.468]What can I do[02:41.095]I dont need your love[02:43.519]All I need is medicine[02:46.663]˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )‧º·˚