[00:00.000] 作词 : Dave Malloy[00:00.743] 作曲 : Dave Malloy[00:01.487]SUSAN[00:02.177]during the days[00:04.674]i’d drift through the rooms of my grandmama’s house[00:08.591]scuffling through closets and cupboards[00:12.406]excavating her mad collection[00:14.899]of knickknacks and relics and oddball curios[00:20.528]the house was packed[00:22.376]with hoardfuls of jewels and junk:[00:25.436]nautilus shells[00:27.497]metal matchbox cars[00:29.397]pamphlets and puzzles[00:30.889]and peculiar pastry tools[00:35.478]and a stunning exhibition[00:38.518]of devil and dragon and demon figurines[00:43.249]disturbing little icons[00:45.295]gathered from all around the world[00:48.186]there was this one cute green dragon that i loved:[00:51.244]a pūķis[00:52.367]POOKIE (SADIE)[00:52.712]pook pook pook![00:53.793]SUSAN[00:54.109]a latvian household dragon that steals and hoards treasures for her master[01:00.873]legend said if you didn’t feed her for her services she would burn your house down[01:04.810]i named her pookie and put her on my nightstand[01:06.801]POOKIE[01:07.633]hello miss susan![01:10.910]i have such wonders to show you![01:13.617]sweet precious trinkets and treasures![01:17.058]look here, look here, look here, look here![01:21.756]SUSAN[01:21.997]vinyl![01:23.855]a cobwebbed closet full of stacks of dusty vinyl[01:28.406]and a technics sp-10[01:31.220]i filled the house with music[01:37.003]i can play music[01:38.644]as loud as i want[01:40.308]there’s no one to tell me to turn it down[01:44.182]i danced and screamed:[01:45.899]i’m alone![01:46.737]i’m alive![01:47.760]i’m alright![01:51.615]hank williams and patsy cline[01:55.153]nine recordings of winterreise[01:58.397]billie holiday, blood on the tracks[02:02.259]and rumours—[02:02.674]POOKIE, BECKETT & WOLF[02:03.358]listen to the wind blow[02:04.845]SUSAN[02:05.903]a curated collection for a broken heart[02:09.145]WOLF[02:09.755]{howl}[02:11.562]SUSAN[02:12.957]and books[02:14.811]my god, this woman’s books[02:18.025]every room, floor to ceiling[02:20.149]with stacks and stacks of books[02:23.583]have you ever fallen in love with someone[02:27.229]by looking at their books?[02:33.892]but they were totally disorganized;[02:35.459]just chaos everywhere[02:37.243]my little ocd brain lit up[02:38.786]and i became a little librarian[02:39.832]POOKIE[02:40.073]mmm yes please miss susan![02:43.614]tidy tidy tidy![02:45.532]pook pook pook![02:46.602]tidy tidy![02:47.223]pook pook pook![02:48.205]tidy tidy![02:49.674]SUSAN (sorting books)[02:49.984]fiction, fiction, non-fiction, non-fiction[02:52.265]fiction, fiction, non-fiction, non-fiction[02:54.544]latvian, latvian, fiction, non-fiction[02:56.738]fiction, non-fiction, latvian, latvian[02:58.567]latvian, fiction, fiction, fiction[03:00.748]non-fiction—[03:01.796]non-fiction?[03:04.413]non-fiction is harder than fiction[03:06.655]after the first few days[03:07.475]i had them separated by room[03:08.503]and then[03:09.506]it was time to alphabetize:[03:11.902]A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z[03:18.129]nothing beats alphabetical order![03:20.983]A B C D[03:22.895]A B C D[03:24.921]A D G K J J H N M U[03:28.481]atwood, austen, bronte and bronte[03:31.955]didion, jackson—[03:33.823]so much good stuff![03:35.793]butler, lessing, murdoch, morrison, oates[03:38.526]wharton—[03:40.851]and a surprising number of trashy romance novels[03:43.993]by danielle steele[03:46.245]there were men too[03:47.172]mostly sci-fi guys, beats, and poets:[03:50.373]bukowski, cummings, bradbury, kerouac, simic[03:53.508]poetry got its own section:[03:55.058]six solid shelves of thin modernist volumes[03:57.510]no collected works, always the original editions[04:00.711]in some of the books[04:01.560]i would find newspaper clippings of obituaries[04:04.250]on raymond carver’s she had written “a sad day.”[04:08.731]“a sad day”[04:11.971]in green sharpie[04:16.510]plays—not that many plays[04:19.818]but non-fiction, oh man—[04:21.820]grandmama’s interests were all over the place[04:24.244]certain themes started to emerge:[04:26.972]landscape architecture, interior design[04:30.249]animism, trickster myths, and fairy tales;[04:34.610]including several lavishly illustrated editions[04:38.403]of the three little pigs[04:40.414]erotica and polyamory—grandmama![04:45.155]jungian psychology[04:46.915]drugs and disease[04:48.485]mental health[04:50.677]autobiographies by people who’d tried to take their lives[04:54.205]and biographies of people who did[04:56.832]depression runs in my family[05:00.561]depression and addiction[05:02.944]POOKIE[05:03.462]miss susan?[05:04.494]what’s this?[05:05.165]SUSAN[05:06.370]i suppose i should also mention here[05:08.204]that during this time in latvia[05:09.817]i had with me an absolutely atrocious amount of weed