[00:20.489]Memories consume[00:22.493]like opening the wound[00:25.490]I'm picking me apart again[00:30.015]You all assume[00:32.516]I'm safe here in my room[00:35.271]Unless I try to start again[00:39.017]I don't want to be the one[00:41.266]the battles always choose[00:43.521]'Cause inside I realize[00:45.789]that I'm the one confused[00:48.276]I don't know what's worth fighting for[00:50.782]or why I have to scream[00:53.034]I don't know why I instigate[00:55.534]and say what I don't mean[00:57.527]I don't know how I got this way[01:00.034]I know it's not alright[01:02.285]So I'm breaking the habit[01:07.536]I'm breaking the habit tonight[01:17.861]Clutching my cure[01:20.617]I tightly lock the door[01:23.118]I try to catch my breath again[01:27.368]I hurt much more[01:30.369]than anytime before[01:32.618]I had no options left again[01:36.866]I don't want to be the one[01:38.868]the battles always choose[01:41.118]'Cause inside I realize[01:43.367]that I'm the one confused[01:45.859]I don't know what's worth fighting for[01:48.363]or why I have to scream[01:50.367]I don't know why I instigate[01:53.118]and say what I don't mean[01:55.112]I don't know how I got this way[01:57.868]I'll never be alright[01:59.868]So I'm breaking the habit[02:05.121]I'm breaking the habit tonight[02:11.367]I'll paint it on the walls[02:15.865]'Cause I'm the one at fault[02:20.617]I'll never fight again[02:25.616]And this is how it ends[02:29.368]I don't know what's worth fighting for[02:31.363]or why I have to scream[02:33.901]But now I have some clarity[02:36.159]to show you what I mean[02:38.661]I don't know how I got this way[02:41.167]I'll never be alright[02:43.155]So I'm breaking the habit[02:48.160]I'm breaking the habit[02:53.159]I'm breaking the habit tonight