[00:00.00] 作词 : 박정현[00:01.00] 作曲 : 박정현[00:07.46]And do you think it's easy[00:10.30]Sometimes I think that I am not real[00:14.91]How to explain to the fish in the tank[00:18.08]That the water can't always be clear[00:22.09]How to move in the right direction[00:25.69]How to discern the night from day[00:29.41]How to forget the love and laughter[00:32.85]How to freeze and numb the pain[00:36.52]How to hold them close to say[00:40.76][00:43.32]That I am on my way out[00:46.74]But I don't know how to say goodbye[00:50.38]It's a starting over[00:53.47]But not ready to fly[00:57.03]I'm leaving all I've ever known[01:01.08]For where only I I do not know[01:04.59]And the closer I get[01:08.60]The farther I have to go[01:14.01][01:33.87]Raining bougainvillea petals[01:37.31]Smoking candles in the day[01:41.03]How to keep all the letters and words[01:44.06]From trying to run off the page[01:48.09]Trying not to think too much[01:51.16]Still trying to move in the right direction[01:55.27]Losing picks along the way[01:58.69]Forgetting all the things to say[02:02.39]How to tell them it's okay[02:07.81][02:09.16]When I'm not okay[02:11.84][02:12.94]Cuz I am on my way out[02:16.38]But I don't know how to say goodbye[02:19.88]It's a starting over[02:22.94]Am I ready to fly[02:26.49]I'm leaving all I've ever known[02:30.62]For where only I I do not know[02:34.16]And as I near the open door[02:37.71]I know it's one I have to close[02:40.81]But the closer I get[02:46.05][02:49.00]The closer I get[02:52.42]The more I'll have to grow