The Beginning of the End - Headache.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Francis Hornsby Clark/Joseph Winger Thornalley
[00:07.261]Have you ever woken up and wondered where you are and why you're naked?
[00:12.241]You are now listening to Headache
[00:55.693]I used to take my breakfast off of a mirror
[00:58.207]Now I just walk around and stare at people in the park
[01:02.130]You think I care about what's happening to me?
[01:05.355]Even my demons have demons
[01:08.378]When I last saw Monica, she told me she never wanted to see or speak to me ever again in her life
[01:13.819]She doesn't get it, nobody gets it
[01:17.276]I can't remember the last time I got a good night's sleep
[01:23.031]If you really think about it, life shouldn't feel this strange
[01:26.057]If I could just figure out what the old woman wearing that salmon-pink snakeskin jacket wants from me
[01:31.055]I'd feel a whole lot better
[01:33.902]Doesn't she have a job?
[01:36.241]Do I have a job?
[01:38.994]It's not normal to sit outside someone's apartment the whole night long
[01:42.449]But then again, what is normal?
[01:45.711]Do you think I'm normal?
[01:49.249]Say I'm normal
[01:52.598]Please, for ****'s sake, please say I'm normal
[02:04.820]I don't know what you want from me
[02:06.835]I could never do that contemplation shit
[02:09.451]Someone told me once that if you have more than three major concussions before the age of seven, you're ****ed
[02:14.960]I had eight
[02:16.207]And anyway I'm not interested in knowing
[02:18.340]I'm just tired, so tired
[02:21.361]Something went wrong
[02:23.052]Something went really wrong a long way back
[02:25.748]And now I don't know, now I'm just doing this
[02:28.889]One morning, you wake and you want to shave your head because the insects living up there have started to throw parties they aren't inviting you to
[02:35.875]And you tell me I'm crazy?
[02:37.661]I just want to live, I just want to feel something
[02:41.469]Anything, anything
[02:45.180]There's so much shit in the world
[02:46.757]There's good, bad, mad, sad, ugly, happy
[02:51.688]But I just love beauty
[02:54.422]I think about my friends sometimes
[02:56.462]Their lives, their failures
[02:58.680]They don't know where I am
[03:00.746]I wonder if they miss me
[03:02.609]I miss their stories, the stuff they leave unfinished
[03:05.912]The words they leave behind, the good they drag after them
[03:08.984]And the destruction they create
[03:11.304]But above all, above all, I remember the love
[03:15.031]I remember sitting on my uncle Mario's knee
[03:17.453]While he told me about the man he killed in the Embarcadero in August 1999
[03:22.937]I remember the girl with pigtails in her hair asking me why I look so sad when I was supposed to be feeling happy
[03:28.838]I remember climbing on a statue in my grandmother's garden while serious guys in suits walked around talking to each other
[03:34.747]There was a lot of blood around back then
[03:36.970]A lot of laughter, but a lot of blood too
[03:39.711]And I mistook the laughter for love
[03:42.082]I forgot the color where I came from
[03:44.749]Now my taste is me
[03:46.550]And sometimes it's a little too sour
[03:48.962]The streets are so dead
[03:50.918]How is it so easy to leave this world behind?
[03:55.171]It feels like the world's a dream
[03:57.033]Right up until I remember the smell of her hair blowing in the wind
[04:00.819]You aim for my eyes, but you forgot that the heart is where all the action is
[04:07.189]This one goes out to all the ghosts
[04:12.801]I love you