[00:00.000] 作词 : Reed Deming[00:00.768] 作曲 : Reed Deming[00:01.536]I don't wanna go outside[00:03.778]The sun is so uninviting[00:06.627]I don't wanna call up my friends[00:09.067]Don't want no one to recognize me[00:12.009]I just wanna stay in bed[00:14.608]And keep to myself entirely[00:17.411]I need the silver lining[00:20.140]I need, I need[00:22.952]I always seem to take offense, don't listen to what they tell me[00:27.382]I do it for self-defense 'cause I don't like the hang God dealt me[00:33.774]I don't wanna make amends with all of the shit inside me[00:39.203]I need the silver lining, whoa[00:44.363]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help[00:49.722]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself[00:55.377]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell[01:00.625]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself[01:06.568]Scared of my own shadow[01:09.010]My old mistakes, they follow me[01:11.777]Every single place I go[01:14.533]My insecurities swallow me[01:17.414]That's why you can find me alone[01:19.552]Nose in my phone[01:20.805]Denying the things that I should know[01:23.622]That I should be glad[01:24.814]To have what I have[01:26.417]And not be afraid of that[01:28.084]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help[01:33.231]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself[01:39.069]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell[01:44.239]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself[01:50.744]I wanna make a change in my life[01:53.300]But I don't know where to start[01:56.414]It's so hard to take that first step[01:58.934]Knowing you will fall[02:01.693]I need to lift the veil from my eyes[02:04.704]And see what I got[02:07.419]I will find myself in these lines[02:10.481]I will find myself[02:12.125]Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help[02:16.859]Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself[02:22.586]I always do but it was gold underneath my shell[02:27.761]Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself