[00:00.00] 作词 : Marlanna Evans/Patrick Douthit/Jermaine Cole/Kendra Morris/Jeremy Page[00:00.00] 作曲 : Marlanna Evans/Patrick Douthit/Jermaine Cole/Kendra Morris/Jeremy Page[00:00.00]Rapsody 、J.Cole -Sojourner[00:00.629]Written by :9th Wonder 、J.Cole 、Rapsody[00:00.629]Produced by :9th Wonder[00:00.629]Aba ba ba ba ba ba[00:02.858]Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah[00:05.839]Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah[00:08.700]Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah[00:11.888]Mhmm mhmm mhmm[00:26.777]Oh I swam for miles only to realize the current[00:32.345]Is fightin'against me and I'm so tired I'm floatin'now[00:38.540]Oh from here on out I've got to realize the power[00:44.178]Of learnin'to let go and just let God[00:46.149]Enjoy the ride[00:46.806]Yeah look[00:47.890]Born into pain alcoholic veins[00:50.753]Over analytical brain a product of the shame[00:53.654]And runnin'from a past that's checkered like the game[00:56.592]Somewhere 'long the way somebody snatched my peace and main[00:59.626]Maybe that's the reason I spent decades seekin'fame[01:02.368]And fortune hopin'that a proper portion would contain[01:05.351]The sadness in my eyes remember when I came[01:08.442]In this music business all their questions was insane[01:11.332]Why you never smile in your pictures I refrain[01:14.221]From giving you the answer 'cause that answer wasn't plain[01:17.157]Enough for me to see 'cause at the time[01:18.739]I knew my name[01:20.53]But didn't know myself and so I dealt with shit the same[01:23.41]As a fugitive but running from the truth and shit[01:25.370]I shoot the shit with n**ga[01:27.39]But they never knew the shit that's hidden deep[01:28.809]Within the crevices like ever since I was a child[01:31.800]Seen my mama with the pistol pointed at her dome and how[01:34.229]In the **** do you expect for me to[01:36.154]Ever be the best lil'me[01:37.669]That I can be when trauma's deep inside of me[01:39.793]Like IV fluid pumpin'through the blood of wifey[01:42.190]While she's giving birth[01:43.192]To my child I know my thoughts are runnin'wild[01:45.921]Bear with my style this just a trial run[01:47.790]Just heard these kids don't know 'bout Malcolm[01:49.357]And I'm sort of heartbroken[01:50.693]'Cause the elders lost hope in our youth[01:52.869]And here I sit dead in the middle[01:54.589]Not a little boy no more[01:55.852]But not quite old yet wakin'up in cold sweats[01:58.125]Scared that I'm too disconnected from the kids'perspective[02:01.603]The world ain't got no patience for some shit that's introspective[02:04.383]So where in the **** that leave me irrelevant I guess[02:06.962]Went from heaven sent to hella bent intelligent but stressed d**n[02:13.252]Oh I swam for miles only to realize the current[02:18.720]Is fightin'against me and I'm so tired I'm floatin'now[02:25.11]Oh from here on out I've got to realize the power[02:30.68]Of learnin'to let go and just let God[02:32.705]Enjoy the ride[02:33.920]One more time[02:35.495]Swim good enjoy the ride yeah[02:37.316]Every day I rise thank God that I am alive yeah[02:40.538]Yeah swim good enjoy the ride yeah[02:42.909]Every day I rise thank God that I am alive uh[02:47.11]Permanent vacation for forever[02:48.984]Some things you gotta leave behind some people just like weather[02:51.465]And seasons for that reason I know I'll always have a leg up[02:54.496]Weatherman forecast me dead last think I'm just another n**ga[02:57.862]Maybe I'll be the next Black Beatle like Swae Lee[03:00.696]Yeah I know my worth these colonizers got to pay me[03:03.675]Yeah I had to go first 'cause the rest would never last[03:06.411]I had to show the positives for those that couldn't add[03:09.616]Looking at the ads they only love us if our a**[03:12.150]Out and so I'm out I got an audi and it's bad[03:15.439]I said that line 'cause n**gas only respect you if you brag[03:18.20]It don't work on me the same don't give a **** 'bout what you have[03:21.585]Everybody claimin'boss none of you n**gas got no staff[03:24.168]It don't measure up the same what's a quarter to a half[03:26.903]Of a whole lot of problems n**ga who taught you to add[03:29.882]Where I'm from we don't recognize that it's good math[03:32.259]If you don't teach the ones[03:34.149]That's coming up to multiply their cash[03:36.224]Think for themselves think beyond sales[03:39.205]Everything with worth don't come with some whistles and some bells[03:41.835]The ones I gotta leave behind the ones you gotta bail[03:44.716]Meek mill I'm workin'hard ain't too far from a meek mil'[03:47.395]To keep it real the realest n**gas I know always kept it real[03:51.66]And I'ma tell you black-on-black murder been whack[03:54.223]9th turn me up so they can hear me in the back[03:57.432]Yeah and that's pretty hard for me[04:00.20]But you see hopeful n**gas and where they all ought to be[04:02.653]Scared to grow wings Birdman with a bunch of Carter beef[04:05.483]That's old news look n**ga you talking to modern me[04:08.471]Smarter we had better conversations sittin'with barbers[04:12.178]Puttin'hearts and heads in n**gas who don't think ahead who taught you[04:15.78]Schoolyard schoolyard welcome to the schoolyard[04:17.813]Teach you how to make moves without needin'a U-HAUL[04:20.845]I was on you all when I was growin'up[04:22.966]Now it's you all that's all on these nuts[04:25.583]I'm ballin'havin'a ball and I got the balls to say it[04:28.963]Who needs inspiration where you know when you can play it[04:31.818]Carolina to the heart nobody here gon'play us[04:34.587]The day that we expire Carolina's where they'll lay us[04:37.420]I woke up feelin'like Aaliyah yeah a million and one bucks[04:41.08]Told these n**gas I don't give a single million and one ****[04:47.60]Oh I swam for miles only to realize the current[04:52.571]Is fightin'against me and I'm so tired I'm floatin'now[04:58.927]Oh from here on out I've got to realize the power[05:04.241]Of learnin'to let go and just let God[05:06.619]Enjoy the ride