[00:00.000] 作词 : Tarrel C Gulledge[00:00.760] 作曲 : Tarrel C Gulledge[00:01.521]****ed around and signed a deal and I still wasn't happy (I still wasn't happy)[00:04.991]Bought a bunch of brand new shit and I still wasn't happy (I still wasn't happy)[00:08.978]Did a bunch of shit for people they still wasn't happy (they still wasn't happy)[00:12.448]Thought that I beat the devil in the mirror still looking right at me[00:15.363]I feel I can't win[00:16.691]Fighting the demons within[00:18.832]Oh lord where should I begin?[00:20.709]**** it tell me when it ends[00:22.837]I lost my smile they tell me to I grin and[00:26.332]I don't know when I will be happy again[00:28.988]Yea yea yea[00:30.332][00:32.209]Imagine your dreams coming true and then ruined by people that's close to you right there[00:36.225]The fact we make validation by the actions made by people holding your light scares (yuh)[00:39.970]Satisfaction is quite scarce (yuh) look at me taking flight but you chose to do thy stairs (yuh)[00:43.950]Here's a quotable I'd share (what) "When your dreams come true, so do your nightmares" (yuh)[00:47.940]I ain't even celebrate with Tech yet (nope) and I'm already getting death threats (right)[00:51.973]By people I love yes yes but when I say no they express (what)[00:56.218]How they hate me and I'm fake please just erase me like a etch a sketch (uh huh)[00:59.950]Then I'll shake clean suited ain't me Judas hanging for a check to check (been)[01:03.959]That's how I lived 'fore they fired me took it as a sign to search for the higher me[01:07.685]Irony I'm dire need of fire weed driving me crazy thought I heard some tires screech (skrrrt)[01:12.215]No and I won't be saved by a thing dustin' these diamonds off in the rough I would be (right)[01:16.461]They think it's a race far as I can see I'll lose if I wait no dieting - lipozene[01:20.436]I should be chilling and happy as hell no one is for me they're mad at Tarrel[01:23.897]This music gon' sell or its back to my cell the stock on the chopper like factory sales[01:27.615]I really need therapy facts no retail these women don't love me they act good as hell[01:31.617]I made it but that made me sadder oh well if I didn't I must say I'm made at myself (yuh)[01:35.608]Because I[01:36.393][01:36.928]****ed around and signed a deal and I still wasn't happy (I still wasn't happy)[01:40.403]Bought a bunch of brand new shit and I still wasn't happy (I still wasn't happy)[01:44.708]Did a bunch of shit for people they still wasn't happy (they still wasn't happy)[01:48.439]Thought that I beat the devil in the mirror still looking right at me[01:51.376]I feel I can't win[01:52.742]Fighting the demons within[01:54.867]Oh lord where should I begin?[01:56.991]**** it tell me when it ends[01:58.849]I lost my smile they tell me to I grin and[02:02.301]I don't know when I will be happy again[02:06.288]Yea yea yea[02:06.815][02:07.346]They calling me a legend like John rock star like Ozzy this ain't Ordinary[02:11.612]They told me to strive for more "the more the merry" but now all is to be in a mortuary (right)[02:15.607]Unfortunate? This fortune's very! Imagine your sole being is some goal reaching[02:19.608]And you go achieve it thinking that it'll be all Jesus living high but then that's when a rich man of lows gets buried![02:23.843]Nigga my life is a movie full of Horror: scary! his may I had an epiphany I been living in dismay[02:28.370]And with this rage I will click bang like a chick trained I illegally open Carry[02:31.834]There was so many women I was supposed to marry but I'm lonely sitting writing this and smoking mari'[02:35.795]Holy moly Moses and Joseph Mary they want me to give em the truth why don't you dare me[02:39.801]King Iso - Happy - 8 P.M. Med Call - Shit but now I give a **** less what do I think of success it sucks too much stress[02:43.534]King Iso - Happy - 8 P.M. Med Call - Don't get enough press my kids are up next my head ****ed up yes no love but dumb sex[02:47.799]King Iso - Happy - 8 P.M. Med Call - Unless I cut checks? (what) **** yes! I don't have one friend **** love I'm loveless[02:51.548]So love get undressed I know you want Tech so when we're done yep you won't get one text[02:55.538]My life is a mess these niggas suspect (right) hating on me cause I made it up out the mud bet (uh huh)[02:59.286]King Iso - Happy - 8 P.M. Med Call - The mother****ers hated now they love me ones that used to be like **** me all of this shit is Spudd Web to Judge Dread (yup)[03:03.780]My fans think I'm sober til I fail a drug test they think I'm perfect til I wind up dead[03:07.524]And I must confess that I've been de-pressed I thought fame would fix it but I'm upset[03:11.516]Damn