self destruction - 800pts.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Oliver Andersen
[00:00.000]Prod.japan&Sonne
[00:01.168]Huh (Uh, uh)
[00:03.151]Ever since you left got self destruction on my mind
[00:06.195]Huh, uh-huh, tsk (Yeah)
[00:08.778]Ever since you— (Uh-huh, okay, uh-huh)
[00:11.902]Ever since you left got self destruction on my mind
[00:14.818]I wake up and pop a seal, fall back asleep and pray I'll die
[00:17.688]Think I might be dead already, open casket for the guys
[00:20.757]Know my mama praying for me, she don't know I'm not alive
[00:23.772]In a room with like a hundred people, I still feel alone
[00:26.867]I think I done popped a hundred pills, I think I'm too far gone
[00:29.852]I'ma show 'em how I die, show it off, put on a show
[00:32.919]Let 'em watch me fall apart until there's nothing left but bones
[00:36.234]You broke my heart, girl, Xans got me passed out
[00:39.415]Fit cost like ten, ho, no we can't match, bruh (We can't match)
[00:42.489]They want me dead, ho, just keep the casket open
[00:45.525]She still on my mind, I can't move past her (Ooh)
[00:49.175]Cheated on my new bitch, she don't matter like you (No)
[00:52.143]I'm so dead I don't even eat, I treat the Xans like it's food (Yeah)
[00:55.028]I got cuts all on my wrist, mom said, "I'm worried 'bout you"
[00:58.109]She don't know about the drugs, she don't know that her son doomed
[01:01.313]Every time I close my eyes the thoughts come back
[01:03.726]Two pills don't do nothin' no more, I need more Xans
[01:06.867]Two sluts at the crib will do anything 'til they're all [?]
[01:09.933]Yeah, I like this lifestyle, but I miss holdin' your hand
[01:12.981]Got you flowers and all, I thought you was the one
[01:15.703]Since that day that you left (Uh), ain't been sober, not once
[01:18.771]I got tats on my arms, just to cover the cuts (Uh)
[01:21.804]Every day I'm in hell, pop a pill, I'm in love (Aah)
[01:25.745]It's so many things I'd tell you if I could
[01:28.160]If I keep living like this, one day I'm gon' end up on the tomb
[01:30.983]All my brothers be on drugs, I'm still the highest in the room
[01:34.050]If you gave me one more chance, I'd quit the drugs, like, just for you
[01:37.149]Ever since you left got self destruction on my mind (On my mind)
[01:40.324]I wake up and pop a seal, fall back asleep and pray I'll die
[01:43.196]Think I might be dead already, open casket for the guys (Huh)
[01:46.257]Know my mama praying for me, she don't know I'm not alive
[01:49.346]In a room with like a hundred people, I still feel alone
[01:52.390]I think I done popped a hundred pills, I think I'm too far gone
[01:55.504]I'ma show 'em how I die, show it off, put on a show
[01:58.613]Let 'em watch me fall apart until there's nothing left but bones (Uh-huh)