the floor is lava. - Decuma.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : John Michael Hobbs
[00:00.498] 作曲 : John Michael Hobbs
[00:00.997]I'm running from something imaginary, like the floor is lava
[00:03.365]Anything to keep me from going under
[00:05.701]A fire lit in me, and boy, did it ****ing burn
[00:07.909]And even though my anger hurt, i still didn't ****ing learn
[00:10.513]I pushed it to the side, but it won't wait its ****ing turn
[00:13.197]I think i want to hurt somebody
[00:17.280]I feel so sick today, i think i want to hurt somebody
[00:23.085]Let this mc take you on a ride
[00:25.163]The fear is all consuming
[00:27.298]So i think i want to hurt somebody
[00:33.500]My body laid stripped and abused, i felt i could relate to jesus on the crucifix
[00:37.738]But this time, we're beyond absolution
[00:39.961]How cruel! how cruel! how ****ing devious are you?!
[00:43.737]You don't want me to get even
[00:46.050]My body is tainted, my body is soiled, my body isn't mine
[00:49.131]No, you don't want me to get even, nigga
[00:51.969]A body for a body, a body for a body
[00:55.705]I think i want to hurt somebody
[01:07.794]Me and my city swimming in denial
[01:09.215]Watching bodies pile, faux necrophiles
[01:10.682]I'm haunted by the ghosts of memories i can't push back
[01:12.329]An anger i can’t distract, the fear that shapes my tasks
[01:13.849]You can't wash your hands of this
[01:15.403]The past is atrophic
[01:16.671]Can’t have a plan for this, it’s cancerous
[01:18.288]The hate that’s been planted in this class of bastards
[01:19.453]Fear’s a tool for pandering, so nowI am the fate now, i am the one
[01:20.344]I am the fate now, i am the one
[01:21.531]I am the sword now, i am the gun
[01:23.043]I am the god now, i am the sun
[01:24.588]I am the sword now, i am the, i am the
[01:32.851]Wait until i break, fate will take it’s toll
[01:34.249]The hate in the soul makes a gaping hole
[01:35.389]The weight of the pole abates when faced with those past their breaking point
[01:36.934]Pretending it makes them whole
[01:38.405]It's a story as old as time
[01:40.095]One wants revenge, and so they pull out a shotty
[01:41.628]You know what they say, where there's a will, there's a body
[01:43.097]One of us will die here, nobody can stop me
[01:44.438]Imma make you jump like the floor is lava, got the heat tucked, dance the mamba, banner homage
[01:47.971]Snakes want beef, it’s on me to mop them
[01:49.347]See, the only things that we passed down are ash and honor
[01:50.972]They say you gotta keep the piece to keep the peace
[01:52.654]At least it seems the cycle will proceed with me
[01:53.893]We feed the beast, the beast is free
[01:55.113]The streets is screaming
[01:56.310]Looking for a truth they refuse to see, my g
[01:57.328]Fetishized the pain so it’s something i could cope with
[01:58.485]I done used hoes just to know what control is
[01:59.915]Looking for catharsis, i done broke bridges, i done broke noses, i done had visions
[02:01.630]In an empty hallway, i done seen ghosts sit
[02:03.453]I done told god i ain’t repenting for no sin
[02:05.171]I done got desperate, i done tried potions
[02:07.816]I done fell victim, ego hypnosis
[02:09.755]Imma need to catch a body to quell this anger stagnant in me
[02:11.404]Yo, i think i wanna hurt somebody
[02:12.771]I'm owed a debt, and you're about to pay my father's sins
[02:14.396]Since you think this shit's a game, let the games begin
[02:15.779]I done put my body through a life of abuse
[02:16.967]So i used dualism as an excuse
[02:18.505]At the end of the day, i mislead you tryna duck the truth
[02:20.494]I am what you must rebuke
[02:21.770]I am the fate now, i am the one
[02:23.104]I am the sword now, i am the gun
[02:24.552]I am the god now, i am the sun
[02:26.133]I am the sword now, i am the, i am the
[02:46.867]Thinking about what happened before got me past tense
[02:48.138]Like some old vinyl, imma repress
[02:49.837]Fist clenched, bells toll, ain’t no recess
[02:51.106]Wincing when somebody dies, thinking imma be next
[02:52.506]Presenting the severed head of a king, yelling, "this is the real louis"
[02:54.047]I’m in my bag, you niggas is meals to me
[02:55.596]I turn emcees into chop suey, i’m cut throat
[02:56.952]I can make a good broth out of all our closet bones
[02:58.537]Y’all gonna need to leave another seat for my ego
[02:59.969]Don’t get too close, you’ll get heat stroke
[03:01.399]Elite prose, d is a cheat code
[03:02.717]Delete those beneath me
[03:03.495]A milli has tried defeat me
[03:04.602]Every attempt increasingly feeble
[03:05.660]The way i battle the truth, i feel like kobe
[03:06.914]The self collapses inwards
[03:07.933]The relapse is imminent
[03:08.669]The attacks is intimate
[03:09.594]We all relate to the myth of sisyphus
[03:10.617]I am the fate now, i am the one
[03:12.379]I am the sword now, i am the gun
[03:13.819]I am the god now, i am the sun
[03:15.315]I am the sword now, i am the,
[03:59.731]i am theI ain’t bartering
[04:00.871]Too many rapists in this game that we’re harboring
[04:03.258]Nobody here is sovereign
[04:04.833]But i get it, nothing is harder than burying heroes, it’s bothersome
[04:08.263]You start to think of what it says about you
[04:10.122]You know they say, it takes a village
[04:11.401]Nobody’s down for consequences, but loves a public lynching
[04:14.085]We in the streets be penny pinching, we can’t pay for what we’ve done
[04:16.577]Down joy road is a river of blood
[04:18.514]How many of us accepted a darker fate because that's just how it was?
[04:21.005]The nature of humanity is adaptation, this perception is a byproduct of cowardice
[04:24.831]Of course, you can't be to blame, it's the world that's insane, you're just a player in this game
[04:27.912]What a shame, when one fails to assess the self through examples that are hyperbolic
[04:31.168]Granted one’s worth as “at least we’re not them.”
[04:34.152]The democratic solution
[04:35.066]The black household demands a philosophical copernican revolution
[04:37.048]As we slowly spin the vinyl back
[04:38.956]Brooding
[04:43.565]I am the fate now, i am the one
[04:44.770]I am the sword now, i am the gun
[04:46.196]I am the god now, i am the sun
[04:47.801]I am the sword now