Letter Never Sent - Jess小梅.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jess小梅
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jess小梅
[00:02.000] 编曲 : Jess小梅
[00:04.722]She remembers standing in the cathedral centuries old
[00:09.254]praying to God that all of this affliction would go
[00:14.747]Knowing the truth that should not be told
[00:18.328]Drowning in a relationship twisted and unraveled
[00:24.571]The past and the present haunting her at night like a ghost
[00:27.780]cuz god damn she knows
[00:30.375]they would never again come close
[00:35.949]She became the paradox of her own
[00:38.861]drifting in feelings no words could hold
[00:42.846]So in a song she wrote:
[01:08.042]The worst way you could ever judge a man is to see him as a saint
[01:18.000]When you wake up from that dream it's gonna be overwhelming
[01:29.115]I see you falling from the top
[01:33.297]deep deep down
[01:36.596]turning into someone I don't know
[01:39.873]I feel myself
[01:42.693]almost paralyzed
[01:44.659]only hoping this is just a lie
[01:50.263]You got drunk in the applause from strangers
[01:55.317]and ignore the ones who really care
[02:01.020]Reality you would rather abandon
[02:06.043]risk your family for the fake compliments
[02:11.433]Leaving 5 a.m. before the sunrise
[02:17.524]I've seen her tears shed so many times
[02:22.339]Your secret cuts like the sharpest knife
[02:28.631]leaving scars behind
[02:33.221]You said I was too young to understand
[02:37.997]what is right for a man
[02:43.669]You said it was nothing
[02:48.256]what's going on between you and I
[02:54.023]So you leave the scars unattended
[02:59.308]thinking time will eventually heal everything
[03:04.688]Say it's wisdom
[03:06.558]Oh please don't sugarcoat it
[03:09.989]You just lack the guts to admit
[03:15.051]Oh don't you blind yourself with the past
[03:19.220]It's not the same
[03:25.731]Wait for the wound to heal on its own
[03:29.948]leaves it permanent
[03:36.626]And I'm tired of trying to change
[03:40.365]but never finding the way (No way)
[03:47.463]Now I'm sorry to say
[03:51.771]that I give in
[03:58.036]You say blood is as strong as gold
[04:03.025]Is that the reason for you to cherish so little
[04:08.704]Yes, it keeps us in name till I grow old (Does it keep us?)
[04:13.699]But now the glass broke, hands never hold
[04:19.354]Mr. Always Right,
[04:21.983]is it really that hard to apologize?
[04:30.002]All your condescending pride,
[04:32.661]is it just a way to hide your shady side?
[04:40.667]I'm afraid it's way too late to change now
[04:46.190]Got used to losing you anyhow
[04:51.358]Just that I still can't find the words to say to you
[04:56.498]feeling awkward being in the same room
[05:02.357]But I'm working on it
[05:06.014]I'll be fine somehow
[05:12.746]No bond stays strong enough when you mistreat it
[05:23.703]I hope you cherish the rest who hasn't give in