[00:16.411]I saw the TV glow, I[00:19.594]I'm in the eighth grade[00:23.617]Sending grown men grainy photos[00:26.964]Of my ribcage[00:31.392]My bedroom has no door, so[00:35.002]I can never close it[00:38.977]I paint the ceiling black so I don't notice[00:45.385]When my eyes are open[00:54.526]I paint the ceiling black so I don't notice[01:00.788]When my eyes are open[01:09.840]And somewhere south of Tallahassee[01:13.207]A teenage boy with a summer job[01:16.976]Is driving grown men around a golf course[01:20.730]Is going home to a manicured lawn[01:28.884]And digging holes in his manicured lawn[01:40.041]I think I was born bored[01:43.361]I think I was born blue[01:47.150]I think I was born wanting more[01:51.074]I think I was born already missing you[01:59.720]Oooohh[02:05.398]My heart is like a claw machine[02:08.486]Its only function is for reaching[02:12.588]Can't hold on to anything[02:21.616]No I can't hold on to anything[02:35.463]My best friend started driving[02:39.349]Never went to class[02:42.901]The worst part of the car crash was[02:46.865]Talking to her dad[02:54.836]I said I wasn't scared[02:58.362]But I was thinking[03:01.775]"You know it's a mistake[03:05.390]When it's me who was making it"[03:12.131]It's always the wrong thing[03:15.378]When it's me who's saying it