[00:00.000] 作词 : SOIL土[00:01.000] 作曲 : SOIL土[00:02.000] 编曲 : SOIL土[00:14.550]你对我的影响大[00:15.660]你明明在嘲笑他[00:18.000]我还是一直做[00:19.020]可明明知道我在犯傻[00:21.570]I was in the bathroom[00:22.260](我摔倒在浴室里)[00:22.770]把我的脸按在洗手池洗刷[00:24.870]水浇在我的脸上[00:26.610]It's so cold and piercing fvk[00:27.540](太冷了,太刺痛了,伙计)[00:28.680]I know you love me, but why would you hurt me[00:30.180](我知道你爱我,但你为什么要伤害我)[00:31.260]怎么对我始终也做不到去恨你[00:34.830]为什么我什么都做不好 wtf badb7[00:38.400]Shedoesn't love me, baby you just filling love give[00:41.010](她并不爱我宝贝你只是需要有人陪你)[00:42.000]什么时候我才能脱离苦海[00:47.040]我不能和他们一样坏[00:47.610]These things happened to mine[00:51.060](这些事都发生在我身上)[00:52.830]我每天[00:53.610]躲在班里的角落哭[00:55.320]那时没有人在意我[00:56.880]我的手足我的爱人我的兄弟[00:59.250]都在伤害我[01:01.080]最爱我的人死去[01:02.700]Pain is the fukinsource[01:03.330](痛苦是虚假的来源)[01:03.900]我甚至没能见他最后一面[01:06.930]那时我被每个人骂作同性恋[01:09.780]wu[01:25.590]你对我的影响大[01:26.790]你明明在嘲笑他[01:29.100]我还是一直做[01:30.150]可明明知道我在犯傻[01:32.400]I was in the bathroom[01:32.850](我摔倒在浴室里)[01:33.870]把我的脸按在洗手池洗刷[01:36.000]水浇在我的脸上[01:37.710]It's so cold and piercing fvk[01:38.640](太冷了,太刺痛了,伙计)[01:39.780]I know you love me, but why would you hurt me[01:41.340](我知道你爱我,但你为什么要伤害我)[01:42.360]怎么对我始终也做不到去恨你[01:46.020]为什么我什么都做不好 wtf badb7[01:49.710]Shedoesn't love me, baby you just filling love give[01:52.140](她并不爱我宝贝你只是需要有人陪你)[01:53.130]I just want a hug for anyone[01:54.420](我只是需要一个拥抱谁的都好)[01:55.530]Abuse and kill soil[01:57.330](他们虐待我甚至想了结我)[01:58.200]他们都不配当人[02:00.270]我被孤立我哭我被殴打[02:03.810]可我还是不恨他[02:06.390]我爱你呀[02:07.290]我祈愿世间幸福永在[02:09.060]只求爱我的人不离开[02:11.070]可他们消逝如尘埃[02:12.630]我染上虚假的 fakelie[02:14.250]她逃我怀[02:15.540]全是 lie[02:17.910]她的实体[02:18.960]沉冰冷的海