Sick Boi - Ren.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ren Gill/Mariyka Vassileva Kuteva/Philip Tenev Kutev
[00:10.529]Hi Ren, thank u for coming in today
[00:12.784]Thanks for seeing me
[00:13.535]Looking at your file here it seems is a very apparent interplay
[00:19.260]With the emotional state in your physical body
[00:19.761]Have u ever heard of the trauma response?
[00:21.014]I don’t think so
[00:21.766]Basically our bodies can get stuck in a negative feedback loop
[00:24.524]Our subconscious can repeat patterns from the past
[00:27.030]Which can have a pretty drastic times to effect in our biology
[00:30.037]Essentially,your mind is making you sick
[00:53.598]Sick boy, sick boy, bitten by a tick boy
[00:56.105]Looking for that fix boy
[00:57.609]Anabolic steroids
[00:58.862]Stem cell poster boy
[01:01.217]Pass out, white noise
[01:01.719]Quick fix, snake oil
[01:02.971]I’m about to break boy
[01:04.224]Oh, what a shame, he’s in pain, have another go
[01:09.072]Take another pill, here, take a couple more
[01:10.568]Let’s see how you’re doing in another week or so
[01:12.824]You’ll be feeling worse when the side effects will show
[01:15.831]De-relization, medical patient losing patience with the progress
[01:18.840]Walking hand in hand with Satan complications
[01:20.093]With the medication, inflammation, dehydration
[01:22.354]Inhalation, aggravation, building up a toleration
[01:25.612]Drown su*ker, drown su*ker, drown su*ker, drown
[01:28.117]I’ve been feeling like I’m drowning with my feet upon the ground
[01:30.622]I’ve been screaming, I’ve been shouting, but I never make a sound
[01:32.379]I’ve been looking for a way out, but I always seem to drown
[01:36.389]Is this all making sense, Ren?
[01:37.643]Um, yeah, I think so-
[01:38.895]Good
[01:39.647]What I propose we do is
[01:40.899]We try to pinpoint the exact experience
[01:42.903]from the past that are keeping you stuck
[01:44.907]What can u tell me about your childhood?
[01:46.410]Um, I can’t really think-
[01:47.661]It’s okay if nothing comes up right away
[01:49.165]What I’d like to do is take some deep breaths with me
[01:52.173]In and out
[01:57.437]In and out
[02:00.195]Good, now tell me the first thing that comes to you mind
[02:02.701]I feel like it’s not me, it’s the world that’s sick
[02:05.206]We’re given everything we need and we commoditize it
[02:07.963]We consume, we destroy, like we’re parasitic
[02:10.469]Science tells us that it’s suicide and still we commit
[02:12.977]I’m not sick, we are sick, we are standing on the cliff
[02:15.983]In the name of progress, we jump off the precipice
[02:18.490]I’m not sick, I’m the virus, you’re the virus, hypocrite
[02:21.248]How can you sit there with that smile on and tell me that I’m sick?
[02:24.005]Sick boy, sick boy, looking for a fix boy
[02:25.759]Pushing it down in public, quick, pose for the pic boy
[02:29.517]Record label meeting that commodify your gift,boy
[02:32.023]Why u so upset? Don’t u wanna be a rich boy?
[02:34.781]F**k no, industry is cutthroat
[02:37.539]I’ve been doing bits by myself swimming backstroke
[02:40.797]Walking on a tightrope, rapping with a slit throat
[02:43.554]The way that we persist is like the ending of a bad joke
[02:46.813]As the people evolve
[02:48.067]We’re complacent to assailants and we do that we’re told
[02:50.824]Counter-intelligence, a sight to behold
[02:53.331]Rape the earth of all resources and we bleed it for gold
[02:56.088]And we bleed it for wealth
[02:57.341]We bleed it for fame
[02:58.596]But when u bleed it can u tell me what the f**k will remain?
[03:01.355]And I’m bleeding myself, I’m bleeding my brain
[03:04.111]While I’m bleeding, I’m the reason cause I’m doing the same