2013 - Dempsey.mp3

[00:02.517]Ooh ohh oh ohh
[00:08.820]Sometimes we can romanticize the past too much
[00:13.179]And it ends up killing us inside
[00:15.026]Ooh ohh oh ohh
[00:17.082]And even though we know it bad for us we do it anyway
[00:22.557]But that's what makes us human
[00:24.212]Take it back to when this shit was simple now I'm a curse being
[00:27.402]I'm feeling nostalgic my memories starts to irk me
[00:30.846]Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts see
[00:33.701]Everything was different in 2000 and 13
[00:36.752]I was just a boy just a kid like the rest of them
[00:40.090]I was blending but I did it standing next to them
[00:43.256]Everyday I thought about the future so depressed
[00:45.805]In them I thought better days would
[00:47.555]Come but those were the best of them
[00:49.219]Nothing but dumb I was young
[00:50.493]And I thought I was in love I thought that girl was the one
[00:53.650]She put her hair in a bun
[00:55.187]She gave me kisses and hugs
[00:56.610]She made me happy as ****
[00:58.183]I was someone she could trust until
[01:00.200]I f*cked it all up
[01:01.312]I won't forget where I'm from
[01:02.806]I'm leaving here either way
[01:04.305]This is the place I grew up I hope they keep it the same
[01:07.426]I'm moving on that's enough
[01:08.963]So there's no reason to stay recalling all that I've done things
[01:12.230]I did creep in my brain
[01:13.606]I remember nights I would lay down on the train tracks
[01:16.306]Looking at the stars fall maybe they were spacecrafts
[01:19.737]Tears falling from my face
[01:21.329]Demons made the rain dance
[01:22.836]Dempsey had a dead wish so he could end the pain fast
[01:25.971]I was a loner that nobody noticed
[01:27.489]I'm saddest remotest
[01:28.432]When I'm at my lowest
[01:29.092]I'm under hipnosis
[01:29.792]I'm some what a poet that's made of distinction and broken components
[01:32.050]Looks are deceiving
[01:32.846]I'm silently screaming
[01:33.597]I hate when they tease me
[01:34.362]It's hard enough breathing And
[01:35.132]Finding a meaning in wanting and needing
[01:36.254]I'm really not living my heart is just beating at times
[01:38.265]When I'm sleeping I feel like I'm leaving the planet
[01:40.126]I'm living alone in a coffin
[01:41.329]We're just repeating the process of breathing
[01:42.862]But maybe I'm dreaming I do that shit often
[01:44.415]Love is appealing but I don't believe in it
[01:45.926]God is appealing but I don't believe in him
[01:47.309]Look in the mirror now
[01:48.165]What do you see in it trapped in my mind
[01:49.624]And I don't wanna be in it
[01:53.558]And I know I might be lost forever but I'll always search for myself
[02:02.300]Always