[00:00.00] 作词 : 黄炜博/藍.[00:00.54] 作曲 : 藍./黄炜博[00:01.09]编曲:SAXON[00:02.61]混音:YoliBaby[00:04.59]母带:YoliBaby[00:07.76]蓝朋友:[00:16.01]wow my life in darkness[00:24.04]like my eyes without the light[00:31.28]黄炜博:[00:32.09]多少次躲在被窝里[00:33.86]尝过用黑暗来骗自己[00:35.98]祭奠那风干的理想和回忆[00:37.83]不知从何时只想要逃避[00:39.96]突然发觉生活是场阴谋[00:41.78]他教你用匕首插自己心口[00:43.70]我也想放心走[00:44.77]但是身体抖[00:45.94]因为架不住每个人心里丑[00:47.60]I'm lonely everyday[00:49.83]就让我泡在酒里自己醉[00:51.81]称兄道弟的人特别多[00:53.83]但是恶心的话总是背后说[00:55.96]习惯了藏起来真心话[00:57.98]有人爱我是真心怕[00:59.90]只想跟你们说一句对不起[01:01.89]因为我还学不会爱自己[01:02.95]蓝朋友:[01:04.23]please don't by my side 请别在我身边[01:07.72]i don't even like myself 我甚至都不喜欢我自己[01:11.62]Please don't waste your time 请别在我身上浪费时间[01:15.65]I've fk lost my mind 我就是一个疯子[01:19.95]I'm fk bad gay 我是个坏人[01:23.49]maybe you don't believe it 可能你不相信[01:27.99]you don't want to know me 你不会想去了解我[01:31.43]so stay away from me 所以请离我远一点[01:35.18]采样:[01:39.24]为什么你就觉得跟我在一起会贫贱[01:43.14]为什么你连问都没有问过我[01:46.33]也许我愿意跟你一起吃苦呢[01:48.56]可是我不愿意[01:49.38]黄炜博:[01:51.90]我该怎样去拥抱你[01:53.93]才不会再一次伤到自己[01:55.95]是否要换一个新的名字[01:57.92]才能掩必盖住我心已死[01:59.93]像个行尸走肉的我也想要过好这 day[02:03.88]再多的无可奈何又怎样我的心已碎[02:08.02]感受不到温暖的讯号[02:09.82]我是否该去看天气预报有何预兆[02:12.40]也许你会在明天等着我for my lonely[02:15.08]画上句号[02:16.15]或是找回心跳[02:17.56]我知道我以经己经无可救药[02:19.43]因为我只想做自己随波逐流对我来说[02:22.74]真的没有必要[02:23.05]蓝朋友:[02:24.12]please don't by my side 请别在我身边[02:27.92]i don't even like myself 我甚至都不喜欢我自己[02:31.84]Please don't waste your time 请别在我身上浪费时间[02:35.43]I've fk lost my mind 我就是一个疯子[02:39.98]I'm fk bad gay 我是个坏人[02:43.59]maybe you don't believe it 可能你不相信[02:48.00]you don't want to know me 你不会想去了解我[02:51.39]so stay away from me 所以请离我远一点[02:54.76]采样:[02:55.23]就说你是为我好[02:59.72]说什么我都接受[03:04.39]郑微[03:09.51]总有一天你要明白[03:11.58]人首先要爱自己