[00:00.000] 作词 : Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Chazwick Bundick/Arkae Tuazon/Dexter Wansel/George Clinton Jr./Garry Marshall Shider/George Bernard Worrell, Jr.[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Chazwick Bundick/Arkae Tuazon/Dexter Wansel/George Clinton Jr./Garry Marshall Shider/George Bernard Worrell, Jr.[00:06.264] Yeah[00:09.381] Depression, anxiety got ahold of me[00:13.263] 'Cause people say they want the older me[00:15.555] Well I'm thirty, this the oldest me[00:17.129] Behold it's me, the piece of shit that's not good enough[00:19.486] Not black enough, not hood enough[00:21.085] Not rich enough, not poor enough[00:22.733] My heart is poured enough[00:24.409] I been beatin' and battered, my confidence shattered[00:27.091] Been broken and tattered[00:28.687] I'm constantly second guessin' if my profession is worth it on my mental state[00:32.903] Writin' this from a dark place with humility and grace[00:36.782] Peace, love, and positivity was my nativity[00:38.903] But now when socials are in my vicinity[00:40.714] I'm not runnin' from the internet[00:42.971] My god, I was at his birth, I've been a vet[00:45.646] Goin' berserk like Peter down at InterTech, yo, ayy[00:49.316] It's deeper than the surface, I'm searchin' for purpose[00:52.066] I'm tired of searchin' for logic and Googlin' purposes to read that I'm worthless[00:56.025] I remember makin' music alone, just a pen and a microphone[01:00.001] But nowadays it's hard to get in the zone[01:02.419] Writin' rhymes was easy before the fame[01:04.806] But now I'm constantly overthinkin' every line, it's a shame[01:07.127] Rap used to fill me with joy, now it's nothin' but pain[01:09.874] I'm stuck in the game, tryna get back from where I became[01:13.830] I write this letter for the person who's listenin'[01:15.796] Fed up and tired of people dismissin' 'em, I'm with you[01:18.726] I been through what you been though[01:20.751] No amount of money can take away the feelin' of insecurity[01:23.199] Only though maturity can we overcome[01:26.018] Feel like I've been overrun, feel like it's over, I'm done[01:28.579] Whoever told you success gon' make you happy?[01:30.925] You been lied to[01:32.236] All of my dreams came true but I bleed and cry too[01:35.193] Never been perfect, I failed everytime I tried to[01:38.265] Feelin' hated and underappreciated[01:41.051] Everytime I look in the mirror, I wonder, "Why you?"[01:43.643] Shit, I'd love to end this on some positive shit[01:48.450] Hit you with punchlines instead of some derogative shit[01:51.047] But it's okay to be sad sometimes and tired of shit, I guess[01:57.246] And people say, "Well you're just out for money"[02:00.099] I say, "That's none of your business"[02:02.322] You see, a lot of people don't feel happy[02:04.695] Unless they have another thing beyond money, which is called status[02:09.486] And status, to a very large extent in our economy consists in[02:13.775] In having this thing, that thing, the other thing, and having a swimming pools[02:19.716] A, uh, Ferrari, uh, some kind of clothes and uh, some kind of house[02:26.145] And so on, and so on, and so on[02:28.109] And we think, uh, we need all that[02:30.631] Because we haven't asked ourselves whether that was what we really wanted[02:34.432] They all think they gotta have this, they gotta have that[02:38.253] And uh, they don't really want it[02:42.114] If they sat back and considered, "Do I need all that? Is this trip really necessary?"[02:47.343] They would come to the conclusion it wasn't, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha