dear mama - cøzybøy/Le Play.mp3

[00:23.12]Woke up in a strip club tell me where the **** I'm at
[00:26.22]How’d I get here and how am I gonna get back
[00:29.22]Check my phone missed call from my mom
[00:32.15]If she knew where I was she'd have heart attack
[00:34.58]Mom I'm sorry I been knowing it’s hard to call me
[00:38.07]I don't answer I get nervous I know i'm causing
[00:41.14]Anxiety and stress you're baby bird's out the nest
[00:44.54]But I keep my wings to my chest
[00:46.46]There's distance between us
[00:48.75]I know that you'll see this
[00:50.11]I love you and kelsey
[00:51.46]I swear that I mean it
[00:53.02]Just in my feelings
[00:54.41]I'm sorry I need this
[00:55.87]Throating this drink like I don’t know my weakness
[00:58.96]Most of my friends don’t know none of my secrets
[01:01.84]Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets
[01:04.73]I got these demons they wreck me to pieces
[01:07.69]When I say I love you that's when I mean it
[01:10.90]Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly
[01:16.34]I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[01:22.17]Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[01:28.20]Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[01:33.73]Mom I'm sorry I know you see the scars on my body
[01:37.91]But you will never stop me
[01:39.27]Trying I’m trying I swear that I'm trying
[01:42.15]But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening
[01:45.20]But it's hard when you know that you're ugly
[01:48.07]And it's hard when you know that you'll fail
[01:51.20]And it's hard when there's nothing above me
[01:54.02]A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell
[01:57.00]And I'm sorry that I never call you back and
[02:00.15]And I'm sorry if I been quiet lately
[02:02.87]And I'm sorry if I been getting mad
[02:05.23]But if I'm only being honest hate the skin that you gave me
[02:08.81]And I been trying to see the lights in the day
[02:11.47]But the lights go out and the sky turns grey
[02:14.17]And my heart's been numb but the words won't stay
[02:17.03]Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey
[02:20.50]Today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly
[02:26.88]I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[02:32.64]Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[02:38.80]Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[02:44.62]Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly
[02:50.67]I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[02:56.40]Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[03:02.25]Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[03:09.01]You don't know that you got me
[03:13.48]But I swear that you have me ok
[03:19.57]You don't know that you got me
[03:25.10]But I swear that you have me ok